C322 Miss me?

I did everything I came here to do, so why, why did my chest hurt? I felt like there was a gaping hole in my chest. Why didn’t I feel good? Why didn’t I feel happy? Why did I feel like I made a mistake that couldn’t be undone? Why didn’t I… why couldn’t I take off the mask that I’d been wearing since the first day I came here? The one that was meant to be fake