C7 CHP-7

I just had to survive one more hour of this bullshit. And my wonderful mate manages to make it even more awful. Maybe I should challenge him in a duel, if he wins I will be his mate but if I win, I become the king, queen whatever. I want his position, not by his side as HIS queen, this kingdom's queen. Let's see maybe I will challenge him.

I didn't even bother trying to eat the bite-sized food they served, I talked to Alpha Luke most of the time. Discussing the territories, security, financial aid, and how some wolves have been going out and meeting humans. Our pack has managed to survive for a couple of generations without getting caught by humans, but that doesn't mean we never will.

Of course, my .. the old family was nowhere near related to our former Alpha and his family. But I managed to become a person to who the former Alpha gave loans, to a person who sends them money every 2 months.

The former Alpha wanted to leave, I told them to stay. The survival rates for a lone wolf are extremely low. And I didn't kill the Alpha in the battle, I hated murder, kill, or anything. I was told if I wanted to be Alpha, I would have to kill. I told them as much as I want to be Alpha, I respect everyone including the man who I was fighting.

The council members just wanted more reasons why I shouldn't be Alpha. One stupid one was that I was young, yes I was young. They even agreed to make my sister the Alpha, my sister strongly declined to say that she doesn't want to rule and she would never defend or serve the pack, But I wanted to, our pack was awful, rape, thieves, murder less school no college, Sometimes people had to starve since the food couldn't be captured.

I hated it, I had been in the former Alpha s house once, I had won a huge prize for being the fastest runner. They spent all their money building a mansion. I wanted to change that. After I became alpha, the Former Alpha, that is Alpha Jason s house, was brought down, I sold everything valuable and gave it to the lowest ranking omegas, they had starved for days because the food never reached them. I offered them education and jobs. I decided that no one will go hungry in my pack

I will have to talk to the new...…..king, and since my pack ranks the second worldwide he has no choice but to talk to me formally. Ashly and Silvia had already left, I informed them to send someone my bike; guess I'll go to the Cloud Mountains but I will reach there late, my wolf loved it, the mountains, she always resurfaced when I went to the mountains.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, I always thought of the future, In 10 years I would be 29 my sister 32. So much has changed, I wonder how I have changed. There are so many things I still want to do. I had my reasons for not wanting a partner, but I did want a family, a big one to be exact, I wanted children, I didn't want them to suffer. My family cut me off, but that doesn't mean I can't start my own. I mostly thought of adopting the pups who are left abandoned,4 maybe 6.

Was my life hard, no. I am happy. I think...I didn't have suicidal thoughts, I am not very insecure about my body, I wasn't sad. My emotion to love, that's gone; it upsets me, why can't I love someone. He took it away, my dignity, my strength, he wounded me but he was never able to scar me, I never gonna let him. I wasn't broken, but I felt like I was fading. I wanted something or someone to hold on to, but I didn't

Spending too much time working, training. Did I have bulky muscles, no? I didn't. I had a slim stomach and waist, during battles when I train hard I would get a four-pack and bulky, people would look at me weirder than they usually would.

But now I just usually do simple training; ever since I became Alpha, I have stayed away from war and violence, the amount of money I will lose and people will die, everyone might say I am acting like a coward, but I stand on what I think is right. The only reason I won the earlier battles and fights is thanks to my good genes, my mother is very strong, I got that from her, My sister knows all the tricks on how to get away but she was like my father not strong physically. These things won't leave me, I have their blood in me, even though my parents were so ashamed to have gotten a daughter. Moreover a daughter like me.

It doesn't bother me anymore, I swore to protect them. And I don't keep promises I can't keep. I remembered the red eyes of my father they weren't in their soft, welcoming amber color that night, my mother's grey eyes widened with shock, then filled with anger, after I told them; my mother hit me so much, her claws dug into my skin, she screamed at me. My father just stood there saying I deserved it and more. They abandoned me that day. I left for the mountains. At the peak there used to be a little cottage I used to visit when I younger, I lived there for a while I studied and trained hard with the money I had saved when I was younger, then about 4 months later I became the Alpha. My parents thought I was dead probably, but I survived. I hunted a lot those days, even though I hated hurting animals, goosebumps prickled my skin as I remembered the smell of blood I had gotten used to then. My sister was in college at the time, she wasn't home. Until she realized what had happened, she didn't leave my parents but she came and stayed with me. I am forever grateful to her for it.

It hurt, of course, it did. Was I used to it, not entirely? I kept it away from them for 5 years. It doesn't matter now, I am in a good place in life. That memory won't be forgotten. My principle is to forgive but never forget. He ruined me, they ruined. Everything I thought I had was taken away from me. To this day I don't know why they did it. After becoming Alpha, I let them live a peaceful life, I didn't lock them in prison. Suddenly my mind went to the face of a pretty boy called Adam, not like I wanted or needed him in my life but since he does once he finds out, he is not even gonna look my way. I wasn't ashamed of myself, but I should have done more. I don't regret anything, if it hadn't happened that night, I wouldn't be here in such a great position. What doesn't kill you makes u stronger, right?