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Cheng Hanlong took out the crumpled notebook at the top. He knew that it required courage to open this thing.

28 April 2005: Sad

I felt really conflicted. I really wanted to get close to my brother and never be separated from him. But I was afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself. It's almost time for the high school exam, but I put my heart on this. I didn't want to ask for anything