C10

Even though my life at school was only half a month old, I found that I was indeed homesick. Although I didn't know what I was thinking about at home, nor did I think about it, I was really homesick.

The closer the return date, the more looking forward, the more looking forward to the return date. Finally, it was time for the holidays. My sister and I rushed out of the school gate with the crowd. We were in a joyful and uncontrollable mood as we hurried home in the car. After five hours of running, they were finally getting closer to home.

After getting off the car, the person walking over was Qin Man. I hadn't expected this, because I hadn't said hello to her beforehand, only told her a few days ago that I was coming home today.

"I want to give you a surprise." "I've been waiting at the station for more than two hours."

Sis purposely avoided us. Zinman handed me my backpack. I looked at him for a long time, but today, I realized that I had never understood or read him. I suddenly had a feeling of being protective of the fairer sex. I asked, "How has your life been recently?"

Qin Man smiled happily. It was a very enchanting smile. An inexplicable impulse continuously swirled in my head. I really wanted to put my yearning for Chen Linjia aside and wholeheartedly treat Qin Man well. I said, Man, I missed you for a while.

Qin Man whispered, "Idiot, haven't we met?"

Qin Man continued to ask, "How is your relationship with Chen Linjia progressing? If you can get together, I will sincerely wish you all the best. "

I told Qin Man about Chen Linjia using me as an excuse to reject others. I said, "I won't think about Linjia anymore, I should properly cherish the person in front of me. That is you, because you are the one who understands me the best."

Sometimes I really doubt if I am a lovestruck, why and every girl will say so resolute, so infatuated. But when can I truly cherish the person in front of me? I bitterly smiled to myself. I even felt very pitiful. I didn't know what true love was, so I wasn't worthy of it.

By the time he got home in the evening, the food had already been prepared. I washed the dust off my face, looked at the table full of food, wolfed down the food, and finally realized that there was no place better than home.

It was night. Lying in bed, his mind was in a mess. But he could not sleep. When the lights in my parents room went out, I sneaked out of the house.

Walking in the open road, just a few specks of smoke and fire in my hands and the occasional dog barks to accompany me. Unwittingly, she walked to the back of Qin Man's house. The lights in her house had already been extinguished, and there was a layer of curtain that blocked her window. I crept around to the corner and knocked on his window.

Chiman asked who was at the window. I motioned her not to speak. Mann turned on the night-light, saw me looking through the curtains, and got up to open the window. I went into the house.

Qin Man was wearing a white pajamas. His slim figure and abrupt figure allowed me to see everything in front of me. Mann closed the curtains, turned off the light, and threw himself into my arms. Do you know how much I've missed you, day and night, these days and nights?

I said, I know, my man, my baby, I miss you, too, every day and night in school, I only think about you, and only after I leave do I know how important you are to me. In the past, I was really too stupid, I never knew how to cherish you, but now, I finally understand, Qin Man, do you still want me?

Qin Man didn't say anything. He just hugged me and kissed me deeply. On such a quiet night, such a deep kiss was her endless love. I understand her heart, and how she knows my heart, a bustle, a desolation, a deception, and she, stubbornly believed.

I had never thought that I would be so shameless as to deceive someone who loved me deeply. I was committing a crime, I told myself, I shouldn't have done this to her, but after the internal struggle, I still needed her body.

After a long time, I turned on the night light and looked at the sleeping Qin Man. I kissed her cheek and said in my heart, "I'm sorry. I love you."

I got up, dressed, turned off the night-light, and went out the window.

The night wind blew against my body, causing me to flinch. I felt a chill invade my body. Looking up, I saw that the night sky was covered with stars, but I couldn't find a single one that belonged to me, to my dream.

The next day, I went to a drugstore far away from home and bought Yu-ting. I bought a box of condoms, opened them, threw them away and put them in my pocket. At the place we agreed to meet. I gave it to him. We stayed in that forest for a long time as usual. I continued to trick Qin Man, who continued to be happy.

Over the next few days, I went to find him every night, and since I had brought a condom with me, we were much more at ease. In the blink of an eye, the vacation was over and I had to return to school. On the last night, I told Qin Man not to send me back tomorrow. Qin Man silently agreed.

Actually, she never knew that because when I returned to school, elder sister asked Chen Linjia to go with me, and Chen Linjia didn't even know about my relationship with Qin Man. I was afraid that Chen Linjia would misunderstand, even though I was still one-sided.

Back at home, I lay on my bed and thought about how I would face Chen Lengsha the next day, how I would make her happy, how I would distance myself from her, and how I would be able to get her.

As I thought about it, I fell asleep.