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After sitting in the car for half a day, he was still feeling dizzy when he arrived at school. My sister gave me her dorm number on the BP. After calling my sister, my sister accompanied me to find my head teacher.

The head teacher's surname was Li, and I later found out that her name was Li Chunlan. She was thirty years old, slightly plump, and about 1.72 meters tall. When Li Chunlan saw me, she smiled amiably and said, "You are the one who tore up the admission notice." I smiled awkwardly. Li Chunlan took me to class.

As soon as he arrived at the entrance, he looked around the classroom. Dozens of pairs of eyes simultaneously shot over, followed by a series of applause and cheers in unison. "Welcome, new classmate, to our class." I was excited, I did not expect to meet a classmate who would be so passionate. Li Chunlan said, "Every new student in our class reports to us like this. I taught them how to do it." I smiled wryly, laughing at myself for thinking too much. He walked in front of the seat that Li Chunlan had arranged for him.

At the same table was a boy, about the same age as me, 1.7 meters tall. He stood up and waved me over, patting the bench to indicate that I should sit down. My name is Lin Quan, what's your name? I said my name was Ming Shuang. Lin Quan and I chatted for a long time. From age to address, it was tiresome. The only thing I was missing was my gender. I answered his question simply, and he stopped talking to me when he saw that I didn't really want to talk to him.

We are all students of music, and I am not interested in music. When I chose my music major, I only wanted to deal with it casually. Now, I think, I should do as I see fit. Our class is a typical Yin-Yang decline, the whole 40 people in the class except for 5 boys are all girls.

Li Chunlan walked to the podium, said with a smile, now our last classmate, Ming Shuang also arrived, 40 classmate are all here, from now on we will spend three years together...

"Di Di Di — —" The BP's ringtone rang at an inappropriate time, interrupting Li Chunlan's words. Li Chunlan told me to turn off BP. I looked and saw that it was a call from Zinman. Why didn't you say hello when you left? Please call back. I turned off the BP.

The nosy Lin Quan leaned close to my ear and asked with a smile yet not a smile, "Where's your girlfriend looking for you?" I curled my lips and ignored him. I thought: Why did the head teacher put me at the same table as this three or eight man, instead of a beauty? I took a quick look at my classmates who could see their faces, but none of them were of good quality. Five eunuchs will be born in the class, I whispered to myself. Li Chunlan was blabbering on and on at the podium, but I wasn't in the least interested in listening.

Finally, I managed to find my sister after school. My sister took me to the supermarket next to the school to buy some necessities. We carried our stuff into the school, and I asked my sister, Do you know which class Chen Linsha was in? Sister said it was in Chinese (5) class. The elder sister continued to say, "I'm still thinking about her. There's no hope for you and her, so just give up. Since Qin Man is so good to you, you should talk to him properly. Don't keep eating and watching."

I said to my sister, I can't let her go. For years I had been in love and parting in order to forget about her. I had wanted to forget about her in the fall, but her appearance had been etched deeper and deeper in my heart. I had come here to school for her.

My sister said I was hopeless, I admit. But I think, at least when I leave this world, I still have someone I love deeply. If I can get her love in my lifetime, I will never give it up.

In the evening, I called Zinn back. Why didn't you tell her before we parted? I said, No need. On the other end of the phone, Qin Man was crying softly. I listened to her crying and felt a pang in my heart. I said, I love you, you wait for me, one day, we will be together, we still have six years of agreement, right? Then I'll sing a song for you.

"The distant tolling of bells in the rain, we hold hands in the eaves, imagining that the church wedding was to bless us. They muddied along the way to the beautiful scenery, accustomed to looking for courage in each other's eyes. So tired that they would always want to kiss you, only then would they forget the hardships of love … "

When I hung up the phone, I heaved a long sigh of relief. I knew that I wanted to let him forget me, but I couldn't bear to let him forget me like this. I still coveted his body and remembered that night's passion. That night, he ended his virginity, and I was no longer a virgin. For the first time in my life, it was hard to forget, and it reminded me of Linda, the girl I had first fallen in love with.

After staying in school for a few days, I gradually adapted to my new environment and gradually got to know each other. I also remembered the names of the boys in my class.

Lin Quan, my tablemate, was 17 years old like me. He had a thin, medium build and spent his days talking nonsense, but he cared a lot about others.

Liu Junjie, a year younger than me. He was 1.76 years of age, a melancholy boy who didn't like to talk much.

Jiang Jiu liked to chat with girls all day long. It seemed like it was made of sticky glue. However, it seemed that the girls liked him more. Perhaps it was because of his handsome appearance.

There was also a skinny boy with the nickname "Monkey Spirit", who loved to show off. After class, he picked up his guitar and sang "Real Love You" and "Brilliant Years". When I saw him, I felt disgusted and learned his name, Huo Junlong.

I don't have any good feelings for the girls in my class, and I don't notice them at all, because I keep thinking about Linda. I haven't seen her a single time since I came to this school.

At noon, in the cafeteria, I saw a familiar figure. Yes, this is her, my Linda.

Chen Lingsha was standing in line for her meal. I line up behind her and tug at her sleeve with my fingers. Chen Linsha turned her head. It's been more than two months, and I can finally see her as beautiful as a fairy. I pretended to be a coincidence. With a face full of smiles, I said, "Hello, Chen Linjia. I really didn't expect to see you here. You actually came to this school. It seems that we are still alumni. Hur Hur."

Chen Lingsha smiled simply and turned to leave, leaving me stunned as I awkwardly stood among the crowd with a pale smile that had yet to be raised. I tasted heartbreak again, and I thought, Is it so hard to be a friend?

I remember when we were 11 years old, we were classmates, sitting at the front and back tables. Every time I looked back at her, she would give me a faint smile. Her bright big eyes were filled with innocence and childishness. We play together, we go crazy together, we laugh together. Slowly, I discovered that as long as I was with her, I would be very happy. And when I wasn't with her, I would always feel a sense of loss. I was always in a daze for her, always calling her name in surprise, always seeing her in my dreams, always looking like a goddess in my dreams. Later, he confessed to her and was rejected. From then on, he was like a stranger. But I still did not give up. I often walked behind her, silently watching her for six years.

But today, she simply smiled and turned to leave.