C47 I'd rather die

"No, no." I feel that I have let you down, and even more so, I feel that I have let myself down. I feel that things are so simple, that I can pay any price for a child, in reality, it's not that. I kept on crying as I went back, not because I felt that I had suffered a loss, but because I felt that I had become a bad person, a slut, how could I treat you like that ? "

Wu Xiaoyue started crying