C55 Worried

Colleen's POV

Jared is still sleeping, and I feel happy about doing something for him. It saddens me to think I won't be able to stay with him for a long time, but I can't just choose my life over my child. Last night was fantastic, although I know that what we did was nothing compared to what other couples do. I can only do it once, even though I still feel how much I want him