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Most people's lives were novels written by Zhang Huojian. From beginning to end, they came and went, but Gu Yu felt that her life was an unwritten story. It was because she couldn't remember anything. Suddenly, she woke up from her dream and felt her chest grow heavy, as if she had been crying. However, no matter how hard she thought about it, she couldn't recall it.

Her first scene, she thought, should be called being silly.

That was when she, her younger brother, and her younger sister went out to play at the age of six. What was the name of the little square in front of their shop? I can't remember. She couldn't remember her sister's name either. She could only remember how she held her brother with one hand and her sister with the other. Both of her hands were covered in sweat.

"That boy, come here!"

A crouching man across from him held a Popsicle.

The younger brother took a step forward and then looked up at her, a little inquiringly.

She held her brother, wondering why the man had called the boy over.

"Lixia, just you wait, I'll go take a look!" So she walked up to the man like a parent.

In the end, she …

The memory ended here. The next thing she remembered was the man buying biscuits in a small shop, and the clerk asking, Who's this?

"This... It's my daughter! " With that, the man stared at him like a wolf, until she gave two cautious grunts.

From then on, this man told people, "This is my daughter."

And those creepy eyes often woke her up from her dreams until she was nineteen, right now.

Now that she thought about it, she was really stupid. If she didn't want her brother to go, then why did she want to go?

Her second part was called acting cute.

This man was really lazy, there were wells in almost every house in the village, but there weren't any in the Yang family. Besides that, there were no wells, and only a few tiles were left on the roof. She had to go to her neighbor's house to get water, one by one, one by one.

Water often swayed out, sprinkling on clothes, hands, a cold wind blowing, a bone-piercing pain.

Once, when she was boiling water, the thermos somehow exploded with a bang. "She was scared silly at the time." On the ground, Yang De put down his bowl of wine and jumped down, picking up a shoe from the ground and beating it. She slipped under the bed and did not come out. Yang De was unable to get in, and was too lazy to move the bed, so he could only yell from outside: "I'll be your mother!" [If you want to be smaller, this grandpa can trade you for wine. If you want to be bigger, this grandpa can also change into a suit!] You're not big, all you know is to eat with your mouth open! The tree in front of the door is not tall, why don't you step on a stool and hang yourself! There are so many cars coming and going, why don't you just run your head over and kill yourself!

At that time, there seemed to be only two paths in front of her: one to trade for something with one's life, and the other to fight the pain with one's life.

And she didn't want any of them, so she had to be nice. That was why she always called him "Daddy" with a smile.

Of course, it wasn't like there wasn't even a trace of warmth at that time. The neighbor's little brother, Big Shuo, would always help her pour the water into the basin. Sometimes, he would also help her bring two pots over to her house. When the poplar leaves were first released, he would sit on the tree and twist out the twigs inside to make a few whistles for her.

He said, "Did you know? Why is the coarse whistle low and hoarse, why is the thin whistle high and bright? " At that time, she didn't know that when Yang De just started snoring, she wouldn't be able to sleep, and would think of her little brother's question.

The other person who warmed her was Mother Fortune. She was only twelve years old, right? Who knew what methods Yang De used to get her here? Yang De pointed at her and said, "In the future, I will be your father, and she will be your mother!"

She was so used to it that she called out to her mother without hesitation.

After that, Mother Fu protected her, accompanied her, and saved up enough money for her to go to school. In the middle of winter, Fu's mother, who had just returned from work, put down her luggage and ran to the school gate. She held a cup of hot milk tea in her hand — — Wait for her!

Yang De then scolded him, "Raise money and earn it. What's the use of going to school?!"

Mother Fu replied, "Do you want her to act like you're blind?"

In fact, Mother Fu herself was almost blind. Although she did not know why Mother Fu had followed Yang De to Little Po and did not say anything about it herself, but sometimes she would sigh and say, "After all, culture is smarter. You should learn well, don't be like me!"

Her third scene, should be called missing.

The reason why she stayed in that house for so long was because she did not dare to leave. It was also because of mother Fu.

Sometimes, mother Fu would get beaten up as well. After all, someone helped mother Fu.

Of course, she was also helping mother Fu with the children, one was Mai Mang, the other was cotton.

When she goes to nursing school, she won't be able to help mother Fu. Sometimes, Mother Fu would call and say, "You should learn well and be more shrewd so that you don't fall for other people's tricks!"

Last June, Mother Fu called again. "I'm leaving, take care of yourself!"

She said, "Mom, what did you say? I'll go back to see you after I get my leave!" To tell the truth, she was terrified.

When she got home, she knew that mother Fu had really left. She felt that her family was no longer home.

But Maman and Cotton, one eight and one seven, both looked at her and called her "sister." Yang Dai continued to do odd jobs and cooking for the children.

She couldn't leave.

However, school was about to begin. This was her last semester. Without her diploma, she would not be able to find a job, and her entire life would be ruined by Yang Decai.

Furthermore, Yang De had become restless. When he opened the door at night, he scared Mai Mang and Cotton Mian so much that they started crying. They were all lying on top of her, shouting, "Sister, sister!"

Yang De then shouted from outside, "Ma Mang, come and open the door! "Cotton, come and open the door!"

She wouldn't let her brother and sister in, so they didn't open the door. Perhaps in their minds, they still didn't understand what their father really wanted to do. They couldn't stop crying, thinking Dad was just finishing his drink and coming in to hit someone. She trembled as she held them. She was really scared.

The broken door finally gave way, and with a "ka", Yang De knocked it away from the outside. Sawdust flew everywhere, and at the same time, a room filled with the smell of alcohol. "Daddy, don't hit us, we left you some food!"

"Go away, go away, sleep in that room!" Yang De then crazily pulled away the cotton. However, the cotton swallows once again pounced on him, and he and his older brother and sister continued to hug each other. Perhaps in her mind, hugging each other was the safest way.

Yang De then went to tear it apart again, and cursed at the same time: "Fuck, this daddy raised you up and ate so much food, how are you going to pay me back? Since that ingrate has left, you will pay it back for her! "

She was cold, and Maimon and the cotton continued to cry, and Maimon was thrown to the ground with his feet in his hands.

But when her pants were ripped open, Maman clung to Young's foot and dragged it desperately behind her. He gritted his teeth, as if he couldn't hold on any longer. Yang De was so angry that he scolded loudly, struggling as he scolded: "Get in your mother's way! Enter your mother! "

She rolled over and pulled the quilt over Yandl's head, pressing it against his and holding his head tight until he couldn't move.

The cotton had been scared silly, sticking to the wall, eyes straight.

She slumped to the ground, paralyzed. Only when Yang De started snoring did her body relax and she started crying.

At that time, she already knew that she couldn't stay in this family anymore. Even though she was afraid of him for more than ten years, this time, if she didn't save him, she would be able to see the end of her life.

The stars were still shining. She picked up her suitcase and knocked on Big Brother's door.

"Aunt, can you lend me some money …" This is the last semester! "

Seeing that her hair was uncombed and her face unwashed, and that she was looking at the luggage on the floor, my aunt bit her lip and hesitated. Then she went into the back room and brought out twenty-five hundred dollars.

"Auntie doesn't expect you to return it. If you want to leave, then don't come back! "

Da Shuang chased after him and said, "You should wear my down jacket! …" "It's too small anyways, I won't feel comfortable wearing it!"

And just like that, she disappeared.

She was not on the graduation photo. The graduation certificate was sent to her by Niu Lingling. Even the head teacher did not know where she was. Since her internship, she had disappeared.

Yang Dai Cai, I can't find her anymore!

Her fourth segment was to find her parents.

Although she couldn't remember many things clearly, she could remember this place in Wenzhou.

But Wenzhou was so big, she searched the alleyways one by one, feeling alike everywhere and nowhere, and she was confused about herself.

Her name was Gu Yu. Perhaps their family was surnamed Liu, or perhaps his family was surnamed Liu, or perhaps their family was surnamed Lu or Lu. She remembered that tone, but she didn't know which word it was. He only remembered that his father was selling clothes at that time. Every day, his feet wouldn't touch the ground, and his face was always full of smiles. His mother helped him, running upstairs and downstairs. That's right, downstairs was a fruit and vegetable stall opened by my grandparents. My grandmother wore a dark blue blouse and her hair was combed bright.

Check with the Public Security Bureau. They said, "How do you check out this little information?" Why don't you just collect the blood!

She hesitated for a long time. If she went to collect blood, it would mean reporting a crime. That way, Yant would be arrested, but Mama Fu wasn't there.

And would they hate her in the future?

But she was tired, so tired that when she sat on the curb and was about to collapse, she had hallucinations. A lean woman with her head in a bun came over and shouted in a bright voice, "Guyu, Guyu, come home and eat!"

It was her mother.

Looking at the people coming and going happily, she felt like a bag of garbage. No one even bent over to put it in the trash can. At this time, she didn't care anymore. She stepped into the Public Security Bureau again.

"..."

"Yao An An, are you ready?" "It's time to go up!" A staff member with a television station pass pushed the door open and shouted to the girl beside her.