C23 This is war

I sat on the bed and stared blankly into space. A thousand emotions swirled within me yet none stayed long enough for me to grasp them.

I took a deep breath and started from the very beginning. At first, I was scared. Then, I was happy. I enjoyed everything he did.

My fingers subconsciously went to my lips. I could still feel him suck mine. I could still feel the hot air leaving his nose..