C19 Nineteen

NICOLAI POV.

Everything was freaking slipping out of my control and it made my chest tight with apprehension.

I teetered on the edge, the image of Brea on her knees replaying in my mind over and over again.

I always planned everything to a T, but with Brea, every plan just went out of the window, and all I did whenever we were in the same space, just happened