C334 End of Fate(2)

The feeling of a serious injury is surging again, and now, I am still unable to define my feelings for Marina. The weight of Marina in my heart has unknowingly become something that cannot be ignored. Could it be that I am not a man who is devoted to love? But this does not seem to be very important anymore. The fate between Marina and me has already completely ended. Marina's feelings have given me warmth countless of times, but I have always sealed myself under the pressure of those hundred years of love.

The boundless sea water is boundless. I have fallen into complete despair and loneliness. Marina is like a family member, supporting me unconditionally. Even Talitha has never given me such feelings. Ever since I was young, I had no motherly love, and only Marina gave me a mother like doting. And Talitha kept urging me, hoping that I would stand at the peak of martial arts. This kind of relationship was more like fatherly love.

Unable to suppress my tears, I decided to indulge myself. In any case, no one will see me in the sea. Fate seems to always give me a curse, and I must accept it unconditionally. Cecilia chose to end it, but I couldn't. Before Cecilia died, she left me clues about Talitha and did not seek the path of death. Perhaps Cecilia already knew that my fate couldn't be changed by force.

I shut my thoughts and lay on the boat blankly, drifting along with the waves. I also don't know where I should go. I don't have any knowledge of sailing. In the endless sea, I can't even differentiate north, south, east, and west.

Regret and self-blame, a series of negative emotions of inferiority filled my entire chest. For the time being, I have no way to think about my future path. Marina's every frown and smile kept appearing in front of my eyes. Perhaps Marina had risked her life to consume the Phoenix blood that was enough to kill me, but she had made up her mind. It was to put an end to this painful relationship. No matter what, Brodie was a hundred times better than me in every aspect. I began to feel ashamed of myself. That kind of pain was no less than a fatal blow to me in City of Light. Although I have lived for several hundred years, the feeling of love between men and women came from Talitha. But now, Marina's cold back gave me a different feeling. Is that feeling of being hurt a broken heart? I shook my head and laughed bitterly at myself. How is that possible? My lover is Talitha. Maybe that feeling is the feeling of being abandoned by a friend.

Have a good sleep. If I don't wake up, it will be a very good reward for me.

I began to sleep. I sealed my consciousness and had a very, very long dream. I dreamt that I was cultivating hard with Talitha, and dreamt that I was forging iron with Marina for a living in Rogge.

Unfortunately, I still woke up. This time, I didn't have Uma's prank. I drifted along with the waves for a few days before I woke up in the vast ocean. My luck is not bad. The sea has always been calm and did not meet the weather of the raging sea. I looked at the already deteriorating vegetables and fruits, and I knew that this sleep lasted for at least ten days. Marina should have already landed in Lut Gholein. Perhaps she was drinking wine with Brodie in Atma's wine shop.

My chest hurts again. The inexplicable pain did not reduce in the slightest. No, I can't continue like this. I have to find something to do. My entire set of equipment fell into Soutar's hands. I have to find him as soon as possible. Daughter of Darkness told me that I should head north. I should head north and return to Arreat. Perhaps Soutar was in Arreat. Every year, when Arreat worshiped the Immortal King, my family members are not allowed to go out. I don't have much time left on the 13th of July.

When I return to the Arreat, I have to go through the Lut Gholein and see if it is in the Lut Gholein. Can I see Marina? I was lost in thought, and I couldn't extricate myself from it. The hot summer sun roasted my skin until it hurt. If my body didn't have the ability to repair itself... Perhaps this scorching sun could take my life. I licked my dry lips and opened the wine that Soul disseminator had prepared for me.

The moment the wine entered my mouth, my tongue was invaded by a sour and acidic taste. I immediately spat it out. No, I definitely won't drink this kind of wine. The elegant Brodie once again makes me feel inferior, causing the scars in my heart to start bleeding again.

After "Marina Marina" poured all of the dark red wine into the sea, I shouted at the top of my lungs. The vast sea was calm, and Marina, who was already far away, would never be able to hear me.

I shouted for a while, and for some reason, I felt a sense of relief in my heart. Hehe, inferiority is just a feeling of inferiority. In this world, Brodie is not the only man who is stronger than me. I am too ridiculous. Suddenly thinking of what Doom Knight gave me, I took it out from my pocket. It is a small directional pointer and a nautical chart.

I was stunned for a moment, and a trace of warmth rose in my heart. After exchanging blows several times, Doom Knight began to appreciate me. When I thought of Doom Knight's long and thin face, I smiled. Following that comical feeling, I burst into laughter. The sulk in my chest seemed to have dissipated a little.

As I don't have any knowledge of sailing, I have studied that nautical chart for a long time, but I still don't know where I am right now. However, the directional guidance device has given me a lot of help. At least, I know that the Lut Gholein is in the east of the Rogge. I have summoned the Water Rock Demon. This fellow seems to have evolved as well. His body was even bigger, and his body was glowing with a dark blue light.

"Buddy, long time no see!" Thinking back to the time when we were on our way to Dragonflame Island, this fellow saved our lives. My heart felt warm, and hugging the injured Marina in the wind and rain became a distant memory. I was lost in thought for a while and began to give orders.

The Water Rock Demon loyally carried out my orders and pushed the boat towards the east. The Water Rock Demon became even stronger. I could clearly feel that our movement speed was much faster than when we were on our way to the Dragonflame Island. I look at this loyal summoning creature with mixed feelings. Perhaps only these emotionless creatures will accompany me forever. When I wield them, I will go, and I will not be injured because of my emotions. They will not argue with me, they will not misunderstand me... You won't abandon me forever because you hurt my heart.