C4 Shangguan wan

"Elder sister ?"

My sister gasped in surprise at my back, as if she was both sorry for me and frightened. I was inclined to the latter because she didn't need to pity me, a rich young lady of a rich family, and there was no need to waste her pity and sympathy on a prostitute.

Very quickly, those tiny voices were drowned out by the roars and cheers from the men in the room.

I didn't know that I had served between the legs of a few men tonight, but when I knelt down again, a hand pulled me up from the floor and hurried me out of the room.

When I finally reacted, she was already standing in Lin Yan's resting room.

Lin Yan reached out his hand as if he wanted to touch my face, but when he halfway reached out his hand, a faint layer of disgust and disdain appeared in his eyes, "Wash it clean."

I know, he thinks I'm dirty.

I went into the bathroom in the lounge, and in the mirror I saw my swollen red mouth, my cracked lips, and my face full of disgusting things for men.

I just stared blankly at it for a long, long time, until Lin Yan barged in.

He seemed worried that something would happen to me after all this time, and when he saw that I was just standing there in a daze, the worry between his eyebrows turned to anger, and then he grabbed me by the hair, pushed me into the sink, and rinsed my face.

This was the first time in seven years that Lin Yan had been so rude to me. I could feel his anger and anger, so I pushed him away with all my might, "What are you doing?!"

"Dirty." He spat out a word.

"Which whore is not dirty! "Do you take me for Shangguan Wan?!"

I yelled at him.

He seemed to be frightened by me. After staring blankly for a few seconds, he finally lowered his voice.

"Yun Chang, you don't need to do so tonight ?"

"You don't need anything? Don't we need to use our mouths to serve them? " I looked at Lin Yan with a cold smile, "Isn't it you who said I'm a prostitute?" Prostitute... That's right, do prostitutes have a choice? "

I rarely contradict Lin Yan, I know what kind of woman he likes, be obedient, be sensible, it's his request to me from the beginning.

For seven years, I have always been a docile little lamb by his side. I gave Lin Yan my most gentle side. Lin Yan knows who I am, so when I'm angry with a customer, he always closes one eye.

"Your temper is getting worse."

"Yeah, I have to thank the boss more, because you're the one who's used to it."

I smiled brightly at Lin Yan.

"What is your relationship with Shangguan Wan?"

"What can I have to do with a young miss like her who was spoiled until she grew up?"

I didn't want to admit my relationship with Shangguan Wan, because I could tell that Lin Yan cared a lot about her. He's already 28 years old, and when he's about to get married and have kids, the girl he likes won't be any other girl.

My sister was much luckier than I was. More than ten years ago, she was luckier than me in obtaining a family, and after more than ten years, she also obtained the love that I wanted the most.

This inner uncertainty and jealousy made me feel so ugly.

After I left the lounge, I met Shangguan Wan in the corridor.

"Elder sister?"

She looked at me nervously. In front of me, whose clothes were sexy and exposed, her pure dress was like a rabbit who didn't know anything about the world.

As if I didn't see her, I brushed past her.