C284 I Won't

"I wish I could fall in love with someone, but I know... I won't. Don't think I'm happy to fall in love with you. I'm not happy at all. You're Shih Yujing's wife, my cousin's wife. Love. You! What's there to be happy about? I hope I can fall in love with others, as long as it's possible... I won't have any improper thoughts about you. But I know that it's impossible, to fall in love with you..