C72 Ginny's P.O.V

I hate myself. I hate myself so much for having this condition. Why was I born like this? Why did I have to live with this condition that makes people scorn me?

I'd probably just blown my only chance at getting back with Josh. I tried though. I still remember how disgusted and sad he looked. He had caught me in the act of masturbating. He probably thought I was disgusting