C6 I need to remember

Today’s Samhain and I’m psyched, well at least mostly psyched. Because all I felt was lacking energy. Setting up my altar, I sat in my seat and I began my meditation.

“Chr--” Said a voice.

“Who is it?” I asked. An image popped up and I can see a young man, looked to be in his late twenties to early thirties. He had chestnut brown hair and gray eyes and he looked very angelic.

“My dear granddaughter. I came to see you, it’s really weird to know and see right?” He says.

“I guess in some sense. But there’s so much going on, I keep having these dreams with people that I feel I’ve known at one point in my very existence. Why do I see them?”

“I’ll have a word with them later, I just wanted to see if you were ok.”

“Oh ok, yes I’m ok. How are you?” All this young man did was smile. He seems different from the other spirits that have come to see me.

“Ha, ha! well I guess I’m ok too.”

“Oh before I go, let me introduce myself.” Said the stranger as he extended his hand towards me.

“My name’s Akashore. I’ll be here for you as long you call my name, I’ll be here within a single breath.” Said Akashore then vanished.

Opening my eyes, I see myself feeling more different. Like this past me has begun to unfold. Who am I? Why do I feel like my heart’s transitioning as time keeps on going? I need to find more about this. Even if it means going into the dark realms of negativity and going to the devil for help. No one’s going to keep me from finding out the truth. No one.

Roberts Point of View:

Things aren’t supposed to happen this way. Looking at my own son, all I could think of was how to bring him back to his old self.

“Lord Blackwood, we’ve located the Princess.” Said Lucas. Looking at him, I flashed a glare at him then looked away.

“His name is Michael. One-hundred percent man.” Lucas groaned.

“You can’t be serious, my Lord. Her name’s--” As Lucas was about to say his original name, I sucker punched him in the face.

“Robert, calm down!” Shouted Akashore as he walked over to me and looked into my eyes.

“Michael’s going to be fine, so don’t worry yourself." Akashore pleaded then placed his hand on my shoulder.

“Robert, how about we go out and I can show you that Michael is ok?”

Watching Michael from outside his window felt calm enough but Tom’s scent came in and I can tell that he knows that we’re here as well.

“Don’t worry Robert, Akasha has been protecting her.” Akashore explained.

“After Akasha gave birth to Michael, Tim had seen something that showed that he had heart issues at the age of one month. As you know where we ended up with you and Helaine had to rebirth him as your own child.” Akashore explained. As I looked at him, and at that moment I had seen the one and only thing that I know no one else had ever seen; Akashore crying.

He never wanted to show pain, or hostility in his view to the public. If he had issues with someone, he’d take them to the minotaur's maze and within that maze in the very center of it has two sections. One: the altar for when the monsters are about to be resurrected back from the damned worlds. Something that Tom is planning to use Michael’s powers to resurrect him back so he can take revenge against us for locking him away for stalking Michael when he was just born. We couldn’t take a chance, his blood is much more powerful than even he knows about it.

“We need to go, now Robert. I got someone on their way to keep an eye on him for us.” Said Akashore. We then flashed away to see where our plans were with Tom. Michael, I love you; My dear Prince and loving Son.

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I saw the same girl again from before. Was she really me? If so, why can’t I remember those years that I lived through?

“Mary, Terry’s on the phone.” Said Mom. Picking up the phone.

“Hey Mike, what’s up?” Terry asked.

“Not much, just writing.” I replied.

“Mind if I come by later, like an hour?” Terry asked. Sighing from that question. Personally, I’d like to search for who I was before being reborn on earth.

“Yeah, I’ll see you then.” I said.

Seeing Terry was normal as always. I shook my head a bit.

“Ok Mike, enough about Terry.” I said to myself as I went to my desk and sat down in front of my altar. It’s a cheap altar; too much to explain but it’s fine the way it is. As I lit a tea light candle and placed it in the oil burner, I put in a bit of olive oil and sage then let the scent linger in my room. I then speak out loud.

“Please, tell me who I am from when I was a child from all those years ago.” I commanded as I raised my arms above my head and absorbed the light into my body of darkness. I feel pleasure from feeding off of light. It makes me feel alive. Then the voice’s came to me.

“You’re not ready my dear. There’s too much at stake for you to remember before the war ends. Please do not contact us again.” The voices said then the tea light blew out and cold air brushed throughout my hair.

“I guess they don’t like me?” I asked myself. Then came a knock on my door.

“Mary, are you ok?” Asked Mom. I coughed in my hand.

“I’m fine, I just needed to contact spirits and I got nowhere with them. But other than that, I’m fine.” I answer.

“Ok but if you need me, I’ll be outside smoking a cigarette with Eve.” Said Mom then walked away from my door.

“Ok, this is going to be much harder than I thought.” I said then plopping onto my futon. I pass out and at that current moment, I see something inhuman. Opening my eyes, it’s dark out and all I see is a shadow coming through my window. I ran to my lamp and turned it on immediately so the monsters didn’t go near me.

“I’ll always be here my dear, you’ll be all mine!”

“No you monster! I’m my own person and I refuse to see you ever again.” I whisper so I don’t wake anyone up.

“You naive twit, you think that this is the end? it’s not even close!” Said a new voice. A young girl’s voice, probably between sixteen and nineteen. I can’t tell. But there’s one person that I can go to so they can leave, even if they leave by force. As long as I can relax and sleep at least for one full night.

“Akashore!” I screamed. Then the two of them went away. Akashore appeared. I smiled wide and held him in my arms.

“Thanks for saving me.” I said as I leaned my chin against his shoulder. Akashore gave out a chuckle. Looking into each other’s eyes, I see warmth and love in his soul. It’s beautiful and even though there’s darkness there too, I don’t care about it. He’s still a person that is kind enough to help protect me.

“Michael, I need to leave but I promise to come back again soon.” Said Akashore.

“Wait Akashore! I need to know one thing before you leave.”

“Yes?” I then took a deep breath.

“What do you see me as? I see you as my best friend and I want to know if you feel the same way.” I said as I also felt nervous over if he does consider us friends or something else...if anything at all.

“I see you as a kid of my own, I’ll always be here. See you again soon, and much sooner than you think.” Said Akashore then faded away.

Opening my eyes, it’s daylight and I see that it’s 9:30 AM.

“Well, another day of living life as a stranger to myself.” I say to myself then get started on getting ready for a new day and as well as a new start to finding who I was back in time.