C213 Night of numbness

I noticed that she said this with a very difficult expression, as if she were giving someone else something she loved most, but it was hard to part with. Sour, painful, and a helplessness in the face of the love that is about to be lost.

I couldn't bear it anymore. I heaved a sigh of relief as I calmed my emotions and said:

"F * * k, he … I can't leave you, but I, I can't stay by his side