C7 Don't wanna see your face again
Are you dating him?'
Helen asked Sarah, she really wanted to know about their chemistry.
'Dating is tiresome sweetheart. It has only been three days since I met him. I don't have time to waste.' Sarah said lazily.
Sarah trembled when she said that, Fuck what is she talking about?
She had never been in a relationship before. But tiresome as if she had dated many before.
'So, what is it?' Helen was amused.
'Having fun, obviously'... Sarah rolled her eyes.
"What?" Helen mouth became o shaped, even Jason who just passed by heard it, he couldn't help but exclaim in his heart.
Damm this women did she break Andrew's heart just for fun, damm witch. He thought and gave a evil look towards Sarah.
Sarah :"?????"
"So you two have nothing in between?" Helen was annoyed seeing the defensive look on Sarah's face.
"Helen, we are medical students, long distance relationships, on top of that he is a stranger I don't know a line about him, it's better I keep a distance from him, I don't want to waste my future on chasing boys." Sarah said in deep voice as if she was determined.
"What about him?" Helen din't wanted to see her best friend wasting her youth on studies, she too wanted her to have someone who loved and cherished her.
After all falling in love was the most happiest feeling one could feel of which she was experienced with.
"I don't know, may be we were just attracted, may be he will forget about me after he returns back, he is good looking many girls may chase after him. After all, it was fun being with him. "
Sarah yawned and said lazily. She turned back and heaved a sigh, that was too close did she raised any suspicion from her side. Damm, she was even lying with her eyes wide open.
She adverted her gaze trying to spot the man on her thoughts she was damm curious about the man's thoughts.
Did he really liked her as he said yesterday?
Now she was more sure that she liked him, Should she be the one to confess first?.. She shook the thought away thinking that it would put her in weaker spot, again she really wanted the time to stop not wanting to loose him for a second. They were parting soon and maybe they will not see each other for a while.
Thinking about last night she blushed and gave a pleasing smile to herself.
"Is it? Were you two just having fun?"
Helen didn't felt like giving up.
After seeing Sarah's red face it was more conformed that there was more than a fling between them.
As for the man Austin could possibly give the right answer.
"Sort of, now stop talking, I will be leaving early, Andrew might have cooled down by now. I think I should talk to him, I have truly let him down." Sarah gave a look of displeasure. She was rather guilty towards Andrew at most.
"Okay, let's talk about it later, you can go with Austin,"Helen dint pursued it further.
Deep down, she knew this girl was not openeing up because she was too shy. After all it was her first time being with a man.
"No, I will take taxi back, I have already booked one". Sarah tapped her phone.
"okay"
Two girl soon came down from kitchen.
Sarah searched for Victor but he was nowhere to be found. Have he already left? She haven't asked his phone number yet.
Soon, Victor came from behind he went straight towards Austin asked his car keys and stormed out like a wind.
Everyone :"""": ???
Sarah felt a bitter feeling arousing from her heart. Was he avoiding her just now?. Hesitantly she hugged Austin and waved goodbye to everyone perhaps they were soon meeting at evening class but she also wanted to say goodbye to Victor.
Soon, she reached outside and found Victor smoking cigarettes, she narrowed her eyes to witness his expressionless yet mysterious face.
"Can I have one?" she asked forwarding her hand.
Victor handed the packet and lighter to her, he didn't even shot a glance towards her and continue to smoke. The smoke was nothing compared to his eyes which were gloomier and clouded.
Sarah's pupils shrank when she witnessed the frost in his face, he was so lively the very moment before what happened in just an hour.
Was he sad because they were parting ways?. Sarah couldn't help but to chocke by her own thoughts.
"Will you come back again?." She raised her brows, puffing the smoke as she rarely smoked.
"Did Miss James, misunderstood our relationship?." Victor's cold voice poured bucket of cold water on Sarah's chain of thoughts. His voice was so cold without any trace of emotions making Sarah's heart to palpitate.
"What did you say?" Sarah became annoyed. She turned around to look straight at him.
"Miss Sarah it was fun being with you, I wish you have a good life ahead". Victor just gave a cold look at Sarah and walked towards the car.
Sarah was choked by the smoke after hearing what he just said. She coughed heavily but her ears were ringing only one word.....fun? Her whole level of endurance was crushed instantly by his one word.
The feeling of being used on her first night, the feeling that this man had aroused inside her for the first time, soon became a havoc in her life.
She wanted to grab that man's neck and punch him right in his face, but she didn't found any strength, at last..
The taxi stood near the road distracting her eyes, Sarah gave one last look to the man she thought she fell in love with but he dint even looked back.
Like a heartless creature Victor's back was facing her.
She was disappointed to the point that she wanted to vomit from headache. She took a deep puff and extinguished the cigarette calming her racing heart, she hailed the taxi and never looked back.
"What happened?" Austin who saw his sister smoking and leaving in disgust and asked Victor who was sitting in the driver seat with bloodthirsty look in his eyes.
Was the fun over? The man and women who were thought of being deeply in love a moment ago and falled apart just like that!!!.
"Nothing, the fun is over now let's get back to life". He said sorting a cold glance towards Austin.
Austin was dumbstruck by his gaze, he ruffled his head in confusion. Did they broke up after just a day of being together?...
"What happened?" Helen too wanted to know and spoke in anxious tone.
"They broke up". Austin shot a glance towards his friend who was smoking one after another.
"Victor, I don't know the chemistry between you two but Sarah is not among the one you are thinking, she may be carefree and stubborn in appearance but she is pure and caring person."
Helen tried to comfornt the man whose gaze was fixed in the ground.
Helen and Austin felt a chill down their spine when they met Victor's eyes. Austin sensed Victor's discomfort and didn't persuaded further.
"Let them be. They are grownups after all." Austin knew Victor well his coldness was even more known to him. Once he set his mind, you probably can't change it.
Austin kissed Helen on her forehead, pulling her closer they walked towards the house.
"We probably had fun, together there was nothing serious between us from the start."
Victor voice was slightly loud, making Austin and Helen look back. Their ears buzzed.
Again fun, what's wrong between the two people. Helen sighed in her heart.
Victor gave a mocking smile.
Helen, Austin :"????". Was he mocking himself.
The party of love, battle, pain and memories was finally over.
Everybody soon left towards their respective lives.......
Victor, Austin and Douglas reached country F, but something was odd between them as Victor was not the same person who came back from the City A.
"Dammit, don't ever call her name, again". Clank, the cell phone was sent flying on the air, Victor stood up and left with bloodthirsty look in his eyes.
Austin: "I need a drink".
Douglas:"????"
On the other side.
"Andrew, I am sorry I don't wanna hurt you". Sarah gave a pleading look towards him.
"It's not your fault, Sarah. I was being too naive". Andrew just smiled back which din't reached his eyes.
He thought of something and grabbed Sarah's hand with affection.
"I can wait for you. I don't wanna force you though".
Sarah's palm was sweating from the person's word, she found the irony too funny, even if she had slept with another man, just in front of him, he was willing to accept her.
Is he still gonna love her?. Sarah became nervous by the thought of it. Can love be forced?
Can she do the same, when it came to the person she loved, will she ever accept it.
No, never she shook her head and rejected the thought. Maybe, love can make someone go insane but dignity is something you can never compromise for the sake of love.
"Andrew, we can never be together, I don't want to loose a friendship searching for love, definitely not after yesterday's incident." Sarah eyes felt moist in the very moment.
She holded her breadth, took a deep breathe and put her finger over Andrew's lips, as he was about to say things, she dint wanted to hear.
"We slept together". She gathered the strength and said in low mellow voice, she moved two steps closer and hugged him as a friend for one last time and left without looking back.
Before Andrew could say that it doesn't matter, the figure had already disappeared from his sight. His eyes were bloodshot red from pain which no medicine in the world could ease.
"I lost on you". He muttered to himself.