C5 So It's You

"What are you doing?!" When I regained my senses, I reached out and pushed him away, turning around and trying to escape from his embrace.

However, due to the panic in my heart and the fact that the clothes on my body didn't fit my body, I flipped over and fell straight into the water.

The water rushed straight to my nose and nose, making me feel uncomfortable. My first reaction was naturally to immediately get up. At the same time that my hands supported me to get up, the clothes that wrapped around my body immediately scattered.

"Ah -!" At this moment, I feel like I'm going crazy. I actually... actually got his attention on me.

And he... he actually looked at me and smiled. Don't you think he doesn't know that you should not look at me when you are molesting me?

In my anger, I raised my hand to slap him. Unexpectedly, he grabbed my wrist in time and brought me into his embrace.

Turning around, he pushed me against the boulder again and I shouted angrily: "You hooligan, rogue, let go of me!"

Even though I struggled with all my might, In the end, he was no match for him, and not only did he look at me lewdly, In the next moment, he actually... actually forcefully kissed me.

My hands were pressed on top of my head by him and I was unable to move at all. And his other hand firmly grasped my jaw. Towards his forceful kiss, I could not avoid it even if I wanted to.

His body firmly pressed down on me. I was a bit out of breath, and the stone behind me made my back hurt again.

What I couldn't bear the most was his kiss on me.

This kind of humiliation didn't just bring me anger. There was also a trace of despair.

He desperately asked for it, and I no longer have the strength to resist. At this moment, I could only close my eyes in despair.

Tears flowed down the corner of my eyes. Suddenly, he stopped.

"You're crying?"

Hearing that, I opened my eyes and looked at his pretty face. My heart was filled with disgust.

Seeing me looking at him like that, he suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

I saw the apology in his eyes, but what's the use of apologizing? Can it make up for the pain in my heart?

Having suffered such a great humiliation today, what face do I have to face my future husband?

Having suffered such a great humiliation, how can I still live on?

Tears flowed uncontrollably. Other than the cold and despair on my face, there was no other expression.

He suddenly pulled me into his arms and said that he didn't do it on purpose. He said that he was just impulsive and couldn't control his emotions...

He said a lot of 'sorry', but to me, these 'sorry' are worthless.

"Let go of me." I said coldly.

Hearing that, he hesitated for a moment, but after a moment, he let go of me. I took off my half-hanging robe and threw it into his hands. I turned around and walked two steps into the deep water. Then, I plunged into the water and swam towards the cabin.

Because I had been in the water all this time. Because of that, I didn't know how many tears I had shed.

I swam to the middle of the lake in one breath and suddenly stopped.

Being looked at by others and being humiliated like this, what face do I have left to live?

Suddenly, an idea flashed through my mind: I'll just die here.

Closing my eyes, I let my body sink into the lake.

However, even though I didn't resist physically, I couldn't help but control myself and protect myself.

Halfway through my body, I suddenly felt someone wrap their arms around my waist.

Turning around, it was him again!

He ignored my struggles and dragged me out of the lake with all his might. I reached out and slapped him. This time, not only did he not stop me, he was not angry at all.

"I was wrong. You can do anything you want me to do, but don't treat yourself like this, okay?" His tone was pleading, but in my heart, because of this... there was a trace of emotion.

At this moment, I also realized that my thoughts were too extreme. Although I was violated, after all, I still haven't lost my body, so I won't let myself end up like this.

I still have my parents, my brother, and many other concerns. I have a marriage contract with me, so I can't be so irresponsible.

I can't die.

"You just said that I can do whatever I want you to do, does that count?" I asked.

"Mm." He nodded firmly.

My most direct thought is to let him die. This way, not only will it release the resentment in my heart, the humiliation I suffered today will also be concealed because of his death.

However, regarding this request, I am actually somewhat unable to say it out loud. If he really died because of me, then... Doesn't that mean I killed someone indirectly?

I don't know if I'm considered a kind person, but I can't kill someone.

After pondering for a moment, I said to him, "Today's matter, let it pass like this. From now on, I won't see you again. Also, don't follow me anymore."

After saying that, I slowly swam towards the small wooden house.

The air is still hot but I am not in the mood to continue to cool down here. Tangtang's lunch was prepared but I did not move at all. I directly brought her back to the residence in a hurry.

In the following days, I did not leave the house. No matter how hot the weather is, no matter what new things or lively things happen outside, I did not pay attention to them.

Those scenes would always appear in my mind unconsciously, torturing and stinging me. I did not understand why I would always think of such terrible memories.

Although my future husband is not the person that my mother and sister-in-law wish for, after all, the matter has already been decided, so in the end, not only did they have to compromise, but they also had to put in a lot of effort to help with my marriage. Thus, they ignored me at this moment.

Big brother has come to see me a few times before, and has come to see me a few times. Every time, I would pretend to sleep and avoid him. I have something on my mind, and he will definitely see it. In order not to worry him, I had no choice but to do so.

Tangtang knows that I have something on my mind, but she does not dare to ask anything. She can only obediently follow me and help me cover it up in front of my family.

In the blink of an eye, it is the eighth day of August. I want to get married.

This day, I got up early. Tangtang finished serving me to wash up and then personally helped me dress up.

Mother and sister-in-law were talking to me at the side, and I replied without saying a word. They thought that I was worried before I got married, so they only tried to comfort me, and did not think about anything else.

I was a little afraid of facing my future husband. Although he didn't lose his body, he was still violated by another man in the end. How am I supposed to face him?

The big red veil covers all of my emotions. For some reason, at this moment, I feel a little empty and a little sour.

My footsteps are heavy as I step onto the palanquin. My heart starts to panic endlessly. What is strange is that at this moment, in my mind, the person who once violated me appeared again and again.

Everything that had happened between us suddenly became so clear. I don't know what exactly happened to me.

I got off the sedan and went to the chapel. Then I was sent to the new house.

Time slowly passed. As soon as I sat down, it was night.

I hadn't eaten for a day, and now I'm thirsty and hungry. Fortunately, this feeling distracted most of my attention, so I'm not that nervous right now.

Around the time of the Xu Period, I heard the door being opened.

I knew that my husband had entered the room. At the same time, I focused all my attention on him.

I heard his footsteps approaching from afar. Then, a pair of men's boots appeared in front of my eyes.

My heart was beating rapidly. Because I was too nervous, my palms were already covered in cold sweat.

He used the Libra to slowly lift the Xipao on my head and then put it to the side. Throughout the entire process, I kept my head down, not daring to look at him.

"You're so beautiful!" He opened his mouth first.

Why was this voice so familiar? Because of my curiosity, I forgot my fear and shyness. I immediately raised my head to look at him.

"Why is it you?!" I asked in surprise.

The person who had violated me was actually him, the current groom - Han Jingyi.

"It's me, I'm Han Jingyi. From the beginning, we were destined to be together. " That's why... that's why I didn't hesitate and violated you. "

His tone was filled with worry and apology. As for me, at this moment, I don't even know what to do.

So he knew my identity long ago, but I didn't know anything about him.

Looking at him, I have anger in my heart, but I can't get angry. Although I couldn't get angry, it was absolutely impossible for me to fulfill my wife's duty and accept him.

He saw me staring blankly at him, and after a moment, he actually kissed my lips again.

Feeling anxious, I raised my leg and directly kicked between his legs. Following his muffled groan, he also fell to the ground.

He covered his lower abdomen with both hands and looked like he was in pain. I was scared. It's over, it's over, I'm in big trouble.

Although he had violated me before, he is still my husband now. And I actually failed. No, it was my misstep that hurt him.

"You... are you alright?" I asked carefully.

Because it was my fault, I didn't dare to make too much noise.

He didn't say anything. He just covered his lower body and curled up on the ground.

"No, no, I have to get them to call the doctor." I muttered to myself as I got up and walked out the door.

"Come back!" He suddenly stopped me.

I obediently ran over and squatted in front of him. Carefully, I asked, "You... how are you?"

Because I caused a huge disaster, the grudges between me and him were instantly pushed aside by me. The only thing I'm worried about is how he is now. And I want to take responsibility for this.

"First... help me to the bed." He struggled to say something. As for me, I will naturally obey his orders.

His body was still curled up. I am somewhat at a loss.

His body was so strong, and his martial arts weren't weak. How could he be kicked by me and unable to get up the bed?

But when I think of where I kicked him, I feel that it is only natural for him to be like this. This kick of mine did not cause him to lose his grandson. He should be considered lucky.

After a long time, he suddenly asked me, "How do you plan to deal with this matter?"

"Me? I don't know." My voice is very soft. I'm not sure if he heard me.

"You have to be responsible for me!" He said again.

"Hm?" I'm a bit confused.

"I almost forgot that you're my wife now. I can't be irresponsible even if I want to."

I know what he was talking about. When a man and a woman get married, they need to experience everything. The woman in the mansion taught me everything, and that kick of mine just happened to hit his vital point. If he is disabled because of this, it will be my responsibility.

Not to mention that I am already married to him, even if I am not married to him, I am afraid that I will have to take care of him for the rest of my life.

"Alright, I'll take responsibility." Since things have already come to this, what else can I say?