C1173 The meaning of love

"But, I know what kind of a blow those loves made you suffer, and I've also personally seen those things that make you sad, so I always felt that if this was love, then I would rather not, because that would be too painful."

He had seen how hard it was for Mommy, and he knew what had happened to them because of it, so he began to be afraid. If that was the price love had to pay