C1611 Consolation

"Mom, I know what you're trying to say, and I know you're worried. However, I don't want to encounter a situation where my first thought is to escape, so what's the point of doing all the things I do? It was precisely because of this that I thought, "I must properly settle this matter. I can't just let my father do everything. If so, then what is the meaning of my existence?" "Mom