C135 You're Lying to Yourself

She picked up the kettle and poured some tea for Sikou Nianxi. "That incense has the effect of sleeping, but it's not very effective. At first, I don't feel anything, but after smelling it for a long time, I feel a little dizzy."

Hearing Liu Yiyi's words, Sikou Nianxi suddenly took a few puffs of smoke. Sure enough, she smelled some medicinal ingredients that helped her sleep. Sikou Nianxi could not help but sigh in her heart. She had learned pharmacology from Liu Rufeng, but just now, she was focused on Liu Yiyi and did not even notice this. She really did feel a little sorry for her master.

Seeing that Liu Yiyi had already added some tea for her, although she had really drunk enough tea tonight. But now she needed Liu Yiyi's help. It was not easy to help her face.

So Sikou Nianxi picked up the teacup and was about to send the tea into her mouth when Sikou Nianxi suddenly stopped her actions. Her nose suddenly sniffed the smell of the tea and then she looked at Liu Yiyi thoughtfully, "Yiyi, this..."

Liu Yiyi seemed to know what Sikou Nianxi wanted to say and nodded, "That's right. The tea in my place after the clear rain is different from the tea that gongzi drank downstairs just now. The contents of the tea are even heavier. If you drink this tea, the smoke will have no effect on you."

As she spoke, Liu Yiyi smiled at Sikou Nianxi, "That's why I asked you to drink more tea just now."

Sikou Nianxi nodded thoughtfully and looked up at Liu Yiyi. Liu Yiyi seemed to know what she wanted to ask but she did not wait for Sikou Nianxi to speak. I said it myself, "I've been smoking this incense for a long time. Your physique naturally cannot be compared with mine. Furthermore, Didn't you see that I had drunk quite a bit of tea just now?" So the incense has no effect on me at all. "

After Sikou Nianxi heard this, she frowned and looked at Liu Yiyi. She opened her mouth and asked, " Actually, what I want to ask is why Yiyi light this incense every day. Although this incense has the effect of aiding sleep, Miss should know that it is 30% poison. In the long run, the lady will probably be dependent on this incense. This is not a good thing. "

Liu Yiyi heard this and looked away in a somewhat lonely manner. There was a faint bitter smile at the corner of her mouth. "How could I not know? Forget about the long run, even now, after leaving this incense, I will not be able to close my eyes anymore."

Hearing the melancholy in Liu Yiyi's tone, Sikou Nianxi's brows knitted even more tightly. She turned her head to look at Liu Yiyi and said, "This way, there will be some trouble. However, it is not that there is no other way. I know some medical science. With the lady's condition, the dosage of the incense will gradually be reduced. Then I'll prescribe some other herbs with mild medicinal properties but good sleeping effects for the girl. After that, I'll write a prescription for the girl. With this prescription, the girl can send someone to the pharmacy to get the herbs and fry them on time. Then she can reduce the amount of incense she gets every day for at least a month. At most three months. The girl will definitely be able to get rid of that incense. "

Liu Yiyi heard this and gave Sikou Nianxi a warm smile. However, she still shook her head and her expression was a little lonely. "Thank you for your kind intentions, Young Master. However, there is no need."

"Why?" Sikou Nianxi almost blurted it out and said to Liu Yiyi, "Do you know that this is a slow suicide?"

Liu Yiyi did not say anything and still had a carefree look. "Everything depends on the will of heaven. Anyway, I cannot leave that incense."

As she spoke, Liu Yiyi looked at Sikou Nianxi and said, "Do you know why I have insomnia?" Sikou Nianxi frowned and then probed, "Because of Leng Shaoyuan?"

Liu Yiyi looked a little absent-minded. She nodded slowly. "Ever since that day when he slammed the door and said that he would sever all ties of gratitude and not owe each other anything, I have been unable to rest in peace. Every time night fell, I would close my eyes. The scene of him saying heartless words to me appeared before my eyes. I will never forget that day's scene. This is practically my nightmare every night."

Hearing Liu Yiyi say this, Sikou Nianxi's heart also became a little tense. As if she had guessed something, Sikou Nianxi looked at Liu Yiyi and said, "So that kind of incense not only has the effect of aiding sleep, but also... has the effect of hallucinating?"

Almost without any suspense, Liu Yiyi nodded again, "It indeed has the effect of hallucinating. When I nod it to sleep, the dream is full of scenes that make me happy. Even when I occasionally wake up from the dream, he is still by my side. His eyes are open and he is lying by the side looking at me. His eyes are full of smiles as he asks me," It really has the effect of hallucinating. When I nod it to sleep, the dream is full of scenes that make me happy. Even when I occasionally wake up from the dream, he is still by my side. Did I have a nightmare... "

Liu Yiyi suddenly revealed a faint smile, as if she was recalling some beautiful memory, "How could it be a nightmare? That is the most beautiful dream. It is like this. With this incense, the dream is almost confused with reality. However, the one thing that is unified is that he is by my side..."

Sikou Nianxi's heart was sour and bitter. Looking at Liu Yiyi's appearance, she could not bear to open her mouth for a moment. However, after some consideration, she finally looked at Liu Yiyi and said, "However, there will be a moment when the incense will burn out. At that time, it will be your most painful time."

Liu Yiyi was stunned when she heard that. After which, she revealed a powerless smile. She said indifferently, "That's right. What I fear the most is that at that moment, all of the beautiful illusions are completely shattered. Regardless of whether it is a dream or reality, it is an endless pain and coldness..."

When she said this, Liu Yiyi slightly lifted her head and smiled as if she was mocking herself. "Therefore, I will not allow that moment to appear a second time. So, I keep lighting this incense and do not let it burn out for a moment. That way, I will be able to live forever in happiness."

Sikou Nianxi sighed and said seriously. "You are lying to yourself."

Liu Yiyi shook her head and smiled, "So what if you are lying to yourself? I am afraid that one day, other people will be too lazy to lie to you and you cannot lie to yourself. That is the time of true despair..."

Sikou Nianxi was stunned. Looking at the declining and desolate smile on Liu Yiyi's face, Sikou Nianxi opened her mouth and wanted to say something but in the end, she did not open her mouth.

For a moment, the two of them did not speak. The room was small to begin with so it became even more quiet and cold. The entire room was only left with the sound of incense curling up and candles burning and tears falling.

Liu Yiyi was the first to speak. She turned her head to look at Sikou Nianxi and said with a smile, "Alright. I have told you so much today. Unknowingly, my mood became much better. Haven't you always wanted to know where Leng Shaoyuan is? Wait a moment, you will find out later."

Sikou Nianxi was first stunned, then she was overjoyed and looked at Liu Yiyi in disbelief. Really? Yiyi is not joking with me again, right?"

Liu Yiyi laughed and said, If you insist that I am making fun of you, then let you go. I have no choice. "

Sikou Nianxi heard and quickly explained, "Ah, Yiyi, I did not mean that."