C343 Love Is Petty
Why didn't she suspect anything? Why didn't she insist on more doubts? If, if there was a 'if', she wouldn't be in such a sorry state right now. Unfortunately, there was no 'if' in this world.
"Luo Luo, I'm sorry. You were very weak at that time. We only decided not to tell you for the time being after discussing it. I think if you can continue to be happy, there will be more children. However, Luo Luo, although I said it in a very cruel way, it was also because of this child that Xiao Yichen found the sincerity that he was most unwilling to face. There are gains and losses. Luo Luo, the child will not be able to return, but you still have a sustenance. We can all come back, so I beg you... Don't torture me like this, okay? " Zhao Haoxun tightly hugged Pei Luoluo, who could not even cry. His choked voice was filled with melancholy.
He could no longer tell Pei Luoluo his initial intention of getting close to her. He could no longer face what he had done in the past. He could no longer see Pei Luoluo experiencing pain in his heart. He could no longer think of him, who had lost Pei Luoluo. Would it be torture to be unable to stay by Pei Luoluo's side for the rest of his life?
In the end, he really admitted that he loved Pei Luoluo to the point that there was no cure.
It burned into his heart, seared into his bones, not dissipating, not extinguishing.
When Pei's mother came back, Pei Luoluo was already lying quietly on the VIP bed. Her eyes were lifeless as she silently wept, staring blankly at the lights of the city outside the window.
"Auntie." Before Su Li opened her mouth, Zhao Haoxun brought her to the door to explain the situation. Although he tried his best to simplify the situation, these were the main points. So Su Li angrily dialed Xiao Yichen's number in the next second.
At the same time, Pei Luoluo got up from the bed and opened the door of the ward. She grabbed the phone and with a bang, the screen of the phone broke and the phone was broken in half.
"Do you think I am not embarrassed enough? Mom! Enough! I don't want to see him again, and I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore! All of this is my own fault. Now, my retribution has come. I lost my marriage, I lost my child! Enough! I don't want to be a fool anymore!"
Pei Luoluo bit her lower lip tightly. Her entire body trembled as she squeezed out these words through the gaps between her teeth. It also instantly drew out all of her strength.
"From now on, Xiao Yichen and I... It is really over..."
It was really over. All the hopes that she had placed in her heart, even Catherine, who had turned over the man she loved the most and paid all her feelings to maintain the marriage, did not have such despair.
When she found out that the sweet and happy days that she had secretly and appropriately kept in her heart were actually exchanged by her with such a huge price, Pei Luoluo had already disintegrated all of them.
She originally thought that even if they were separated, if Xiao Yichen wanted to continue, she would wait for him to come back. In the end, she was the one who was forced into such a situation. It was not what she wanted.
Furthermore, Xiao Yichen had always tried to salvage the situation. In Pei Luoluo's heart, she also understood his feelings for Catherine. More importantly, it contained the feelings of the past. In the end, it was just to repay the debt. It was just that the price was too great, so great that they needed to break their marriage. Talent. Make up for it.
Therefore, no matter what choice Xiao Yichen had, he had to live up to his own conscience, and live up to the knot in his heart that he had never been able to resolve.
Because of this, Pei Luoluo made the decision for him first. Even though she knew that Xiao Yichen would hate her to the bone, and perhaps they would never have a chance to say good words again, but she still had to do it. Rather than saying that she had no choice, it would be better to say that she was giving each other a chance.
If they could withstand the test, after they got back together, there would be no reason for them to be separated anymore.
But now, everything had changed! All her hopes had been shattered in an instant! She could not accept the happiness she had gained from losing a child, nor could she ignore the fact that this matter could fade with time. She wanted her to choose forgiveness.
She could not do it. She could not do anything about the current situation!
"Auntie, I'll go back first. You guys take a rest first. I've arranged the hospitalization procedures. If there's anything, the nurse will be here when you ring the bell at the bedside." Zhao Haoxun looked at Pei Luoluo, who was in a daze, and leaned over to her bedside and said softly, I'll be back in a while. Then he turned around and left the room.
After Zhao Haoxun left, Zhang Chen rushed over in three minutes.
"Huh? Why is Doctor Zhang here? Luo Luo, look, Master is here to see you." Su Li did not know what to say to ease the atmosphere. Coincidentally, Zhang Chen had come. She found an excuse to wait for Pei Luoluo's father to leave as well.
In an instant, only Zhang Chen and Pei Luoluo were left in the room.
"Is Master here to explain?" Pei Luoluo's eyes were dull. With tears in her eyes, she looked at the silent Zhang Chen who entered the room.
"I am here to apologize. There is no point in explaining anymore. Just watch as you punish me. As long as you don't kill me, it will be fine. No matter what, you have to torture me for the rest of my life to help you vent your anger. " Zhang Chen pursed his lips. He knew that he didn't need to pretend in front of Pei Luoluo. So what he did came from the bottom of his heart.
It also included what he just said.
"No need, I don't blame anyone for this. Besides, there's no point in doing this. My lost child won't be able to come back. My heart won't feel good either. Why drag the innocent into this? Do you want more people who love me to suffer with me? " Pei Luoluo curled the corner of her lips and smiled in a desolate manner. She really could not blame Zhang Chen and Zhao Haoxun for hiding it from her. She thought in their shoes. If she encountered such a situation, she would also choose to do so.
Although it wasn't necessarily the right decision, the situation at that time... Her life was also hanging by a thread. It was not easy for her to keep one. If she had been stimulated by something, her fetus would have been unstable after the surgery. If the consequences were to happen again... Who could bear it?
Moreover, his heart ached for Pei Luoluo. It was better than these worries, and it was better than all the pressure in the world of public opinion.
However, Zhang Chen had never shown this from the beginning. At that time, he knew that he would never have the chance to marry Pei Luoluo, who was so determined to marry Xiao Yichen. He thought that he would never have the chance to do so in his life.
Then he would do a good job, Master. He would be able to conceal himself and protect her. He would help her get rid of those who had not even touched her. It would not be a bad idea for him to help her get rid of them.
"Sometimes, you are not that strong, but you are much cuter." Zhang Chen frowned. He really hoped that Pei Luoluo would be weaker at this moment and not call him stronger. He would feel that he still had some value.
But Pei Luoluo was Pei Luoluo. She had the pride in her bones at that time. She wanted to remove all of her dignity for Xiao Yichen. She wanted to compromise with him in a humble way. However, after knowing everything, she chose to continue being strong. He didn't back down at all.