C377 I Want to Give You Another Heart

During this period of time, ever since Lyi Zihan lost her child, her life had fallen into a state of depravity. She clearly knew that she would not have any results with Zhao Haoxun, but she did not expect that... The man she had loved for so many years was actually the one who had called her back then. She had asked her to personally send Pei Luoluo to this heart-wrenching marriage, and step by step, she fell into this trap that had been set up long ago.

If she were to say that she did not know about those things, now that she and Catherine had plotted to completely pull Pei Luoluo out of Xiao Yichen's world, what kind of excuse would she use to exonerate herself from the painful thoughts of revenge?

Until yesterday, Zhao Haoxun had found her and revealed his identity. It also showed that they had known each other for so long, including several times when they had intimate relations. It was all because he wanted to use Lyi Zihan to hurt Pei Luoluo that he increased his strength. Only by doing so would she completely stop thinking about returning to Xiao Yichen's side.

But never would she have thought that Lyi Zihan loved him to the same extent.

"Lyi Zihan, my feelings for you are still far from that of an ordinary friend. You can continue to be a moth drawn to the flame, but this time, I will not use you. I will not bother with you at all. Because, with you here, there's no value in using you anymore. "

Lyi Zihan still remembered what Zhao Haoxun had said before he left. Just this sentence shattered her dream of being an ordinary friend. Perhaps, the best way to free herself was to let go.

Feelings could not be controlled by the heart. If she could control it by herself, how could she still feel pain and numbness?

"The child's name is Xiao Jingtian, eight jin. The child's name was Little Eight. Hehe, isn't it very vulgar? So, Xiao Yichen and I have decided to change it to Tian Tian. What do you say?" Pei Luoluo held the phone and tried to squeeze out a smile, but she realized that... She did not even know how to pretend.

"Nice to meet you, Luo Luo. It was not easy for you and Xiao Yichen to reach this day. Let bygones be bygones. Didn't you always say to cherish the present? No matter how unbearable the past was, one could not dwell on the fact that it had already taken form and could not be changed. Right?" Lyi Zihan said these words as if she was saying it to herself.

There were too many burdens that she could not let go and it had always affected her heart. From time to time, no matter how hard she tried to erase it from her mind, that kind of pain would inadvertently remind her.

Because she had the same experience, Lyi Zihan also knew the same pain. When she woke up from her dream, the only thing she could do was not to make a big mistake by making a big mistake.

"Zihan, I know you blame me. No one can make the decision of their relationship. I will not blame you for blaming me or hating me. This is your right. However, Zihan, I have not owed anyone along the way. Except for myself." A mocking smile appeared on Pei Luoluo's lips. For so many years, she cared about everyone around her. However, she only looked down on herself. It was not good enough to always put herself in the last place.

What was the final result? What would happen to her, Pei Luoluo? The betrayal of her best friend? The so-called betrayal of a man who accompanied her more deeply than friendship? Or was it her who was willing to fall into the trap of marriage and still persisted despite being covered in wounds?

Before hanging up the phone, Pei Luoluo did not say a word and Lyi Zihan also used silence to hang up the phone. This relationship, this friendship might really come to an end, or perhaps, it still needed some time to settle down.

But no matter which kind, it would not be as good as before and would not be able to return to the past. In other words, it would not be as silly as before.

A lot of pain, just once was enough.

"Young Grandmother, Young Master is going out." Mrs Zhang's voice outside the door was very soft, but she heard it very clearly.

Suddenly thinking of what Lyi Zihan said and the words she wanted to pass to Xiao Yichen, Pei Luoluo, who originally wanted to remain silent, hesitated for a few seconds and got up to open the door.

"Young Grandmother..." Seeing Pei Luoluo open the door, Mrs Zhang hugged the sleeping Tian Ting and called softly. Then she looked at Xiao Yichen who had already walked to the door.

"Mrs Zhang, bring Tian Ting to the baby room." Pei Luoluo lowered her head and looked at her son who was sleeping soundly. Her words also became gentle.

When Mrs Zhang went upstairs, Pei Luoluo, who was already standing beside Xiao Yichen, pulled the corner of his shirt and then looked up and asked faintly, "How many minutes?"

When he saw Pei Luoluo walking towards him, Xiao Yichen waited for her to speak.

The two of them sat on the sofa. Pei Luoluo told Xiao Yichen what Lyi Zihan had asked her to tell him. Although Xiao Yichen tried his best to show that he was very surprised, Pei Luoluo looked at him. This was the rhythm that they had long known.

"You already knew, yet you still want me to waste my saliva?" Pei Luoluo was clearly a little angry.

She had a good temper these few days. She also had some emotions and would also reveal her temper. This feeling of placing importance on herself was unprecedentedly good.

But to Xiao Yichen, he felt that as long as Pei Luoluo was willing to talk to him, even if it was nonsense, he would accept all the unnecessary things.

"I know, but it is not conclusive. Now you have given me an additional assurance. It should not be wrong. So, this isn't nonsense. It gives me more certainty in the information I've gathered. " Xiao Yichen said it firmly and really agreed. Indeed, Pei Luoluo could not find an excuse to lose her temper.

"Alright, it's fine. You can leave now." Pei Luoluo coldly replied and got up to leave.

"Do you know that in the end, we will use our son's name as Xiao Jingtian?" Xiao Yichen suddenly asked, but his expression was very calm.

Pei Luoluo stood in front of Xiao Yichen and did not speak or leave. She just looked at him like she was waiting for him to finish speaking.

"All this time, that child was the biggest debt I owe you. You can ignore me and say that you don't blame me, but I still hope that we can be together again. I can have more children with you. " Xiao Yichen frowned slightly and his expression was very complicated.

Perhaps it was because of his feelings, Pei Luoluo was confused for a moment. It was not true that he did not blame her, but it was his fault. Pei Luoluo's heart was also not complete. She had been present from the beginning to the end of that matter. In the end, Xiao Yichen had been abruptly kissed. What was wrong with him?

It was not strange for Xiao Yichen to put on a show. In fact, he had done very well over the years. There was a distance that he had never crossed. However, there were many things that he didn't do well, so he didn't have to worry about anything.

A man like Xiao Yichen was loved by everyone. Who wouldn't be willing to be a moth drawn to the flame when there was a chance? In the end, he couldn't prevent everything from happening. That scene had happened too quickly. How could he be blamed for not being able to respond in time?

If Pei Luoluo had been more rational and more composed at that time, perhaps it would not be so easy to make a fuss about it now. To be honest, the pain of losing her son could not be salvaged. But... Similarly, Xiao Yichen was also facing such a situation. Why should she force the pain on him?