C382 That's It

"Zhao Haoxun, he..." Pei Luoluo knew that Xiao Yichen must be in a bad mood right now, but she still had to think about the person she was thinking about.

The scene of Zhao Haoxun covered in blood kept replaying in front of her eyes. Just like that, her feelings could not be described with words.

If she said that she would never forgive herself if she did not have the chance to say it out loud, then Pei Luoluo would never forgive herself for the rest of her life. She did not even have the time to tell Zhao Haoxun that she actually knew the truth. It was just that at that time, she really could not accept the cruelty that he had personally admitted. She could not use a calm attitude to accept everything and then be free and at ease.

Xiao Yichen kept staring at Pei Luoluo's clear eyes. Looking at the melancholy in her eyes, he felt a wave of sadness in his heart.

When he saw that Zhao Haoxun was on the verge of death on the operating table but still insisted on telling him that the biggest mistake in his life was to deceive Pei Luoluo, in these four years, other than suffering, he had never had a good time.

After so many years, Xiao Yichen spent more than ten years to understand how to cherish Pei Luoluo, but Zhao Haoxun had already understood it from the beginning.

In this way, who was not sincere enough? Who was not attentive enough? Who didn't cherish enough?

"He's fine. He's already out of danger. Take good care of yourself. When you're done, go and see him." Xiao Yichen's words were very soft and gentle. It was hard to tell what kind of feelings were contained in his words. But there was one thing that he was certain of. He was not angry. He wasn't angry either.

In comparison, he was calm and sorrowful.

Pei Luoluo felt relieved when she heard that Zhao Haoxun was fine.

It was good that he was alive. At that moment, Pei Luoluo really felt that it was good that he was alive. There was nothing more important than being alive.

If she was alive, she could do what she wanted to do. If she was alive, she would rather bear the grief, but at the same time, she could also obtain joy and happiness.

Humans only had such a short life. They cherished the moment and did not leave behind any regrets.

That's right. Pei Luoluo finally understood that there was nothing more important than being with the person she liked and cared about.

With the addition of adding fuel to the fire, with the company of her family, and now with Xiao Yichen turning back, what else could she ask for?

"Xiao Yichen, if Zhao Haoxun is safe and sound, let's get married." Pei Luoluo looked at Xiao Yichen's expression changing bit by bit. Her eyes, which were filled with disappointment and melancholy just now, began to shine. Hope gradually lit up.

"I've thought about it. After going through so many things, I will always go back. Why don't I be honest with you now? Xiao Yichen, if all these things return to normal, let's get married."

Pei Luoluo laid quietly on the bed. She wanted to prop herself up but found that it was very difficult. Her body was still in pain and she could not use her strength. In the end, she compromised and just lied there.

What should be said, what should be expressed, tell him. No more tormenting, let's live a good life.

However, after Pei Luoluo said those words, she did not get a response from Xiao Yichen. Instead, the two of them were silent for a long time.

"Luo Luo, I only understood it after so many years. Xiao Yimo only spent less than a year to understand it. He carefully protected you and protected you when I was not around. Respect you. After three years of separation, I don't care much about you other than your indifferent gaze. Until you slowly walk into my life and slowly immerse yourself into my heart... Before I could sense that I couldn't leave you, you resolutely turned around and let go."

Xiao Yichen held his breath and sat up straight. He held his hands between his knees and quietly stared at Pei Luoluo.

He never talked about things that could be shortened. He only said emotional things that seemed to be a grand confession to the whole world at Catherine's wedding.

Now, he seemed to be no longer stingy with his feelings, no longer dodging, no longer holding back.

"When you left, I discovered that the world was empty. If Catherine's life at that time made me hesitate, then it was because my subconscious thought that I owed her in the end. I used her relationship to merge and devour more for myself, for the benefits of Xiao's. It was not love at all. However, when something really happened to her, all the debts in my heart would be vented out without redemption. Thus, I created a purple world for her on the third floor. It was as if only there would make me feel better."

Xiao Yichen's voice slowly choked up. His brows were deeply locked, as if he was trying his best to restrain his emotions. He tried his best to continue speaking.

Today, if he wanted to tell Pei Luoluo everything that had been hidden in his heart, he had to tell her. Sometimes, courage was not something that could be found whenever he wanted. If he wanted to say what he wanted to do, he would miss the best opportunity because of many factors.

So, after Xiao Yichen met Pei Luoluo, how could he not cherish the things that he had lost and gotten back?

"Until I lost you and completely let you walk out of my world like this. Only then did I understand that I could control everything I wanted in the past. As long as I wanted it, I never had to worry about it. Only you, Pei Luoluo, are the most precious thing that I can't hold tight to. "

These words seemed to have been suppressed in Xiao Yichen's heart for a long time. He felt incomparably relaxed after he finished speaking.

No matter what Pei Luoluo's choice was or whether Pei Luoluo's words were true or not, he wanted to say all of these words to her.

"Xiao Yichen, let's stop here. We will have a good life in the future."

"Okay! When you are better, we will go and see Zhao Haoxun. No, go and see my... little brother. Then we will have a good life."

In the VIP ward, the two of them were silent. They did not say anything after that. They just looked at each other and unknowingly, Pei Luoluo fell asleep.

They slept well and did not have any worries. When they woke up again, it was already dawn.

"Are you hungry? I haven't eaten for a day." It was unknown whether it was because Xiao Yichen hadn't slept for the whole night or because he was too sensitive. He actually noticed Pei Luoluo the moment she woke up.

Actually, from the sound, one could tell that it wasn't a bit hoarse, nor was there any strong nasal sound. Instead, it was very clear. This meant that Xiao Yichen either didn't sleep, or he woke up very early and had been waiting for her.

"Wu... A little. Is there anything to eat?" Pei Luoluo was really hungry. She had not eaten and slept the whole day yesterday. She was really hungry to the point of fainting.

Xiao Yichen nodded slightly and got up from the coffee table to open the insulation box. He then filled a bowl of hot vegetable porridge and handed it to Pei Luoluo.

"Thank you." Pei Luoluo took it and did not care about the heat. She really finished it in a short while.

Seeing that Pei Luoluo's spirit was gradually recovering and her taste was also very good, Xiao Yichen also patiently poured a few bowls for her.

"It's rare that you have a good appetite." Xiao Yichen half-jokingly said as he cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks.

Pei Luoluo pursed her lips and looked at the busy Xiao Yichen. She was a little puzzled. "You, do the dishes?"