C43 Unwilling to Give up

She would always look at him through a wall, seemingly transparent, and look at each other. In fact, neither of them could surpass the boundary between them, and as long as one of them got close to her... That person would be smashed until his head was bleeding and then he would be blurry in the eyes of the other person.

Other than Xiao Yichen's most fundamental wall, the most important thing between him and Pei Luoluo was Lyi Zihan. Pei Luoluo thought too highly of her and even used her as an alarm to remind herself to draw a clear line with him at any time. No matter how hard he tried, Pei Luoluo had always been good to him and was only limited to having an additional layer of co-rent relationship with him compared to his friends.

"Haoxun, it is actually because I did not put on a proper attitude to face you. In the end, it was because I left some leeway from the beginning. I have received so many favors and care from you all these years. And now, I am telling you to cut ties with me..." Pei Luoluo was a little choked up. It was as if she had knocked over a bottle of five flavors and mixed them together. It was hard to tell what kind of pain she felt.

She did not dare to look at Zhao Haoxun, but she could still feel how terrible Zhao Haoxun was when she said those words.

"The weather today is not bad, but it is too cold. But if the snow did not melt, the road would not be easy to walk on."

When Pei Luoluo did not know how to continue, Zhao Haoxun glanced at the wet street outside the window and said faintly.

Pei Luoluo also looked out the window and took a deep breath and nodded slightly. "There are two sides to everything. If everything is too perfect, it would feel unreal."

Pei Luoluo, who had been staring at the complex emotions outside the window, said very calmly. But she did not see that when Zhao Haoxun said this, there was a trace of uneasiness and panic on his face.

Along the way, Pei Luoluo could hear the sound of the car crushing ice shards. She looked down and saw that the sparsely scattered snow water with the color of dust was already filthy to the extreme. The corner of her mouth twitched and there was a smile in her eyes. "When I was young, I would get sick and have a fever when the season changed. I remember that there was a year when it snowed in front of the gate in winter. Dad knows that I love to see snow, but every time I get sick, I can't go out to play with my friends. I was always very depressed. Dad sees that I'm very unhappy, in order to let me see snow... He took the basin and went outside to pack a large basin. He placed it on the balcony and told me that the snow tasted sweet. It could be eaten. It was pure white and flawless without any impurities at all. However, only those who are not afraid of the cold can withstand its coldness. From then on, in order to taste the taste of snow, I've been training my body for 365 days a year. " When she said this, Pei Luoluo turned her eyes back. Her clear and bright eyes were sparkling.

She looked at Zhao Haoxun and said mysteriously, "Do you know what I thought after I tasted the snow?"

Zhao Haoxun smiled very deeply and shook his head at Pei Luoluo. He quietly watched her wait for her to speak and tell him the answer.

"No taste!" Pei Luoluo pursed her lips and smiled sweetly.

"Ah?" Zhao Haoxun was slightly surprised by this answer. Pei Luoluo saw his stunned look, and her charming eyes narrowed into a line.

"Snow has no taste to begin with, but because I believe my father's words too much, I was unknowingly blinded for many years."

"Luo Luo, what do you want to say?" Zhao Haoxun's tightly shut lips had a faint white glow. He pressed his eyebrows together and asked.

Pei Luoluo only shook her head lightly. "Haoxun, there is no reason to like someone. There is no limit to loving someone. These years, I have always felt that my heart will not waver and have been waiting for that person to appear. Until you came to me and gave up everything for me without hesitation. I am not Iron Man. I have flesh and blood in my heart, I know your heart, but I have selfishly occupied it for so many years. However, I still can't be the person you're right with."

Pei Luoluo softly sighed. She combed the collar of her coat and wrapped herself inside. Her lips were covered and only her pair of eyes that were as clear as spring water shone with a little starlight.

"I am very selfish right? When Xiao Yichen proposed to marry me, I agreed without hesitation. But I never thought that this marriage would be so abrupt. You see, this is the result of the unwillingness in my heart for so many years. However, even so, I still want to give it a try because of this unwillingness."

Looking at the tears that the girl beside him had been enduring silently falling down her cheeks, Zhao Haoxun felt a tingling pain in his heart. For so many days, he thought of all kinds of reasons and excuses to delay Pei Luoluo's wedding date. He even thought of threatening her at all costs. But the scene in front of him, he could not say a word.

"Do you like him that much? You don't hesitate to abandon the feelings that we have painstakingly nurtured for so many years. " Zhao Haoxun's throat was hoarse, and his voice was dull and downcast.

"Right? I don't think I can bear to give up on waiting for so many years. He is my only dream. Haoxun, I am sorry... "Pei Luoluo could not see what was in front of her eyes due to the moisture in her eyes. She threw her face to the side and secretly cried.

She finally said what she wanted to say. This man who wholeheartedly protected her. The man who gave her a ray of sunshine during her lowest days of hesitation, the man who knew what was on her mind but showed her his true feelings without holding anything back. At this moment, everything that she had once managed was completely disintegrated by her.

Pei Luoluo did not know when Zhao Haoxun got out of the car. When the car arrived at the county town, there was no one by her side. At that moment, she felt a slight sense of loss, but she made herself feel relieved. What she had to shoulder couldn't always be borne by someone else.

When Xiao Yichen returned home in the afternoon and found out that Pei Luoluo had gone out, a hint of coldness appeared on his handsome face.

"The dress is customized according to the style I gave. As for the specific size, when Young Grandmother comes back and reports it to the designer, I want to get the finished product within a week."

Holding the wedding dress sample blueprint in his hand, Xiao Yichen instantly grabbed it into a ball and threw it into the rubbish bin. He went straight up the stairs.

From the moment Pei Luoluo got home, her eardrums had been tormented by her grandmother to the point that she could hear calluses. Basically, there were only a few words. Don't marry someone with the surname Xiao. They would not keep their promise, much less love her.

She threw hopeless looks at her parents for help, but the response she received was one after another shaking her head helplessly.

"Grandma, I am already 25 years old. I am the only one left on our side. If you don't let your granddaughter marry out, no one will want her anymore! Grandma, I am already 25 years old. I am the only one left on our side. If you don't let your granddaughter marry out, no one will want her anymore!" Pei Luoluo pouted and showed a pitiful look.

But Grandma only patted her head and said angrily, Don't lie to me, this old hag. I think that young man surnamed Zhao is not bad! You only took a fancy to that man with the surname Xiao. Once you see him, his soul will disappear."