C1018 The Honeymoon Is over
He used to have the idea of suicide, and he jumped into the sea, but found out he could swim and swim back to shore.
After returning to the shore, he remembered that the siblings were still so young, so he couldn't die.
He had lived muddle-headed for so many years.
After knowing that he was his grandfather, he now had the hope to continue living.
He wanted to watch his granddaughter grow up