C196 Forward
"I really want to believe him, but I'm afraid that if what mother said is true, then my life is over, but now that mother told me about this marriage, I made up my mind. Even if he lied to me, I want to try it out, it's still better than waiting for death with this old man. Even if I made the wrong choice, everyone will look down on me, look down on me, and I won't regret it