C9 Under the warm lamp

After the interview, in the evening, under the warm lamp in Liu Yue's study at home, I brewed a cup of tea, lit a cigarette, touched my pen, and opened the letter. Looking at the dignified and beautiful Liu Yue in the frame of the desk, I wrote a letter to her with endless sweetness and concern, as though my heart and thoughts were wrapped in cotton.

"Yue Erjie, at this moment, I am sitting in front of your study desk, sitting in the chair that you have sat in countless of times before. I finally got the message today. I'm so happy... You have been gone for two days, two days. To me, it seems like it has been a long two years. I have spent every second of every second thinking about you, thinking about your face, thinking about your smile, thinking about your every move, thinking about every inch of gentleness, thinking about every kiss of yours ? I miss you, my Acacia like the ivy wrapped around the tree, in the summer rain and dew grow, and you, is my heart of the everspring tree. Thinking back to our short time together, my heart is hazy, your beautiful figure, moving eyes, charming smile, always accompanied by the moonlight into my dream, let me keep thinking about it... "I still suffer the torment of anticipation as I think about you constantly. Your face appeared in front of me again and again. It was still warm and beautiful, but I was unable to get close to it. It was like the stars in the night sky right now ?"

I stopped writing, looked out the window at the stars, and took a deep drag on my cigarette.

"Yue Erjie, Liu Fei will take over your job in charge of the Department of Public Information. Your office is still kept, and he will work together with us in the Great Office. In the past few days, I've been out interviewing everyone by myself. Without you by my side, I felt a little apprehensive, but I managed to make it through it. I could even submit the script in time for the event news interview, so Liu Fei was rather satisfied with me over these few days. Every day, when I walk past your office door, I have to take a few glances at you, as if you are working inside and making a phone call. I really hope that you can still work in Office ? "I know that my thoughts are very selfish, I want you to come back. I know that I shouldn't think like this, I should hope that your future is bright and your career is smooth, but that's what I really think in my heart, I don't want to lie to you ?"

"Yue Er, after knowing you for so long, I never asked you about your past, and you didn't tell me that it's not that I don't care about you, but I often think about your depressed eyes in the middle of the night. You said that you have an intuition towards many things, and I also have an intuition, and that your eyes tell me about your vicissitudes and hardships, as well as the sadness and pain hidden in your heart. You know, Yue'er, your beautiful eyes are filled with melancholy and sorrow. It makes me heartbroken and sad all the time ? I never thought of myself as a sentimental person, but ever since I met you, I don't know why I have such violent emotions. How can my emotions be so rich ? "

At this point, I looked at the picture frame Yue'er's faint eyes were still depressed and indifferent, a kind of hidden pain and heartache spontaneously arose.

I didn't want to know about her past, and I didn't want to ask about her past either. But, I could clearly feel that from those eyes, Yue Er must have an unforgettable past.

"Sis, you gave me a life that I've never experienced before, a warm motherhood that I've never experienced before, and the freshest taste of life. You are the sunshine and hope in my heart, the messenger who guides me on a new page in my life, I have never felt so much attachment and attachment to a woman. You have become an inseparable part of my soul and body, how I wish for our souls to enter the same body ?"

Deep into the night, the noisy city quieted down. The surroundings were completely silent. Occasionally, the sound of a train whistle could be heard from afar ? I didn't feel tired at all. My mind was filled with deep-seated yearning and intimacy towards Liu Yue as I continuously wrote.

That night, I didn't go back to my dorm. I slept on the sofa in the living room, but I still didn't want to go to the bed in the bedroom. I wanted to wait for Liu Yue to come back and sleep with him.

With a faint feeling of longing and sorrow, I drifted off to sleep.

In the middle of the night, I was awakened by a sharp knock on the door.

Who would knock on the door in the middle of the night? I got up and turned on the light. I opened the door and saw a middle-aged man, about 37 or 8 years old. He was tall and straight.

"Who are you looking for?" I was woken up in the middle of the night, not in a good mood, and at the same time, confident that my body was strong, I felt no fear of the visitor.

The other person was obviously very surprised. He looked up at the door plate and then looked at me. "You ?" "Who are you?"

"Who do you care? Let me ask you, who are you looking for? "Who are you?" I was even more upset.

"I'm looking for Liu Yue," the other party stared straight at me and said, "I'm Liu Yue's child's father ? Where's Liu Yue? "

When I heard that, my head exploded and I was stunned. I immediately understood the man's identity. What turn? Wasn't the father of Liu Yue's child Liu Yue's husband?

Liu Yue's husband is here!

Damn it, this man is actually Liu Yue's husband!

I was surprised at that moment, and a flash of panic passed through me.

However, as soon as I quickly figured out who this man was, I immediately made a different conclusion: this bastard was Liu Yue's ex-husband. Firstly, Liu Yue said that she was the only person in the house, and Liu Yue gave me the key to his own house. Secondly, this dog shit said that he was Liu Yue's child's father, and didn't say that he was Liu Yue's man.

I looked at the man who was staring straight at me with eyes full of jealousy, but he, although he was looking for Liu Yue, didn't seem to have the intention of entering. This confirmed my judgment.

My big body blocked the doorway, and he looked in.

I suddenly thought of the melancholy and sadness in Liu Yue's eyes. The unknowable pain and sorrow in Liu Yue's heart, maybe it was this dog shit that brought it to her.

Thinking about it, my confidence soared, my courage increased, and my confidence increased. In my heart, I suddenly felt some enmity towards this strange man who claimed to be Liu Yue's child's father.

I didn't have any intention of letting him in, so my gaze quickly turned hostile. I coldly said: "Liu Yue isn't here, why are you looking for her?"

"Who are you?" The man didn't seem to take me seriously at all. He looked at me with the gaze of a leader looking at a subordinate or an adult looking at a child.

This man's contemptuous gaze clearly hurt my self-esteem. I am currently a Party Newspaper Reporter, no matter where I go, I will always welcome you with a smile on my face, eat well, drink well and send you off. Even the bureau chief shook his hand in greeting when he saw me, yet you old brat actually dare to look at me with such a gaze. At the same time, I also thought about if this man knocked on the door in the middle of the night to harass Liu Yue.

I was angry inside, I even wanted to beat this man, it was obvious that he was no match for me, I was not only the captain of the football team, but also a member of the martial arts team, specialized in kung fu and kung fu, like him, it was obvious that he was used to living like a prince, he never exercised, three or two were not under my words. I shook my shoulders a little, then turned my neck and made a "click" sound, like an expert in a Hong Kong movie. I made two turns before I said to the man, "Who the hell cares? I told you, Liu Yue isn't here. "

The man looked at me with disgust, as if he was ridiculing me for being childish and rude, yet clearly disbelieving of my words. He stretched his neck and shouted into the house, "Liu Yue, come out.

Only then did I remember that I had already unplugged Liu Yue's phone from her house.

In the middle of the night, the man's voice was so loud that I was a little annoyed. I put my hand on the man's shoulder and used a little strength to make him cry out, "What are you doing?" It's rude. "

"I already said that Liu Yue is not here, why are you causing trouble?" I was angry. "Get lost, don't make me angry."

When I thought that this might be the man who brought so much pain to Liu Yue, my actions didn't hold back at all.

As if he had never been offended by such rudeness, he stepped back, away from my arms, and looked at me fiercely.

I did not follow up, but continued to block the door: "If there is anything, speak, I will tell Liu Yue."

The man now seemed to believe that Liu Yue was truly gone. He looked at me coldly, and recovered his arrogant and reserved attitude: "Alright, I'll have to trouble you to tell Liu Yue that Ni Ni is hospitalized with a fever, and is crying in the hospital to find her mother. The stepmother and the nanny can't even see her, let her decide whether or not to go!"

With that, the man brushed his oily head with his hand, gave me a contemptuous look, and went downstairs.

I stood at the door stunned, Ni Ni was hospitalized with a fever, looking for mother, where is mother?

Ni Ni must be Liu Yue's child. The child had a fever and was hospitalized to find her mother, so the stepmother and babysitter couldn't see him, but Liu Yue wasn't there either. I looked at the time, it was 3 in the morning, and at that time, I didn't have a contact number with Liu Yue, so I couldn't find Liu Yue right now.

When I thought of Ni Ni crying in the hospital to find her own mother, and the scene of mother and son tearing their hearts out and crying from Taiwan's movie "Mother, Love Me Again" appeared in front of my eyes, my nose suddenly became sour.

Poor Ni Ni, so she was living with her stepmother.

I sat down beside the telephone in the living room, plugged in the phone line, and tried to figure out how to find Liu Yue. After thinking for a long time, she still couldn't think of anything else she could do. She had to at least wait until day time to go to work, and ask around to look for Liu Yue at Provincial Committee Advocacy Department's News Office. There was nothing else she could do. However, thinking about how pitiful Ni Ni was crying in the hospital, I felt very sad in my heart.

The more unwittingly I tried to find out about Liu Yue's past, the more uninterested I became in finding a shitty man who claimed to be Liu Yue's child's father. God damn, she's rather overbearing, with a pretty good appearance, and the temperament of a mature man. She even had a kind of leadership aura.

I leaned on the sofa, smoked my cigarette, and started to let my imagination run wild. Liu Yue divorced this man, it must be this man's fault that he hurt Liu Yue. This man was already married again, and found a stepmother for Ni Ni. Innocent children, victims of adults' marriages...