C29 Later Notes 2 Shaoqing View(2)

I know that as long as I put on a show, there'll be a bunch of people fighting to help me solve my problem.

So I already knew that Lin Zhao would be making things difficult for me, and it was under my tacit agreement. It's just that I didn't think that Jun Shao would carry me and give her a bowl of antivenom.

And not only did she drink that bowl of placenta medicine, she even broke her own limbs.

At that moment, I was so angry that I lost my rationality. I wanted her because I had a faint feeling.

She doesn't care about anything. She doesn't care about herself, she doesn't care about me, and she doesn't care about our child. It's as if no matter what methods I use, I can't leave a trace in her heart.

No, it shouldn't be like that.

She should hate, she should be angry.

I tried my best to find a sense of existence in her body, making her feel uncomfortable, making her angry, as if I could keep her here.

But she was too heartless. After sending her to the doctor, I found out that she only has a year to live.

When I heard this news, I was stunned for a long time.

How could she only have a year to live!

Thus, I ordered the doctor to treat her no matter what.

I began to gather more spirit medicines for her, using the [Joint Joy Technique] to return the spirit energy I gathered.

I haven't finished my revenge yet, how can she die!

But the spirit medicines I gathered weren't able to cure her injuries. As her body became worse and worse, I found out that she was pregnant.

I didn't expect her to be pregnant again. This time, if I didn't deliberately use tricks, then the child in her womb must be very healthy.

I have mixed feelings in my heart, but I can't deny that I look forward to the arrival of this child. I can even temporarily let go of our past hatred for the sake of this child. I am good to her, but she made an even more excessive request.

She actually wanted me to marry her. She is my father's enemy, how can I marry her!

We parted on bad terms.

She began to go on a hunger strike. I don't care about her, but I care about the child in her womb. I told myself that I only went to see her because of the child.

And I just happened to know about the plot of a righteous person. In order to invite the emperor into the trap, I agreed without any hesitation.

I wasn't willing to marry her, it was just that the situation forced me to do so. Everything was forced by the situation.

After agreeing to her, I began to deploy. I thought that if she is obedient, after this matter is completed, it is not that I don't want you to give her the title of 'Madam'.

But I never thought that she would trick me again!

The moment I saw the dagger pierce into her chest, I froze on the spot.

Later on, I found out the truth of the matter and I asked her why she treated me like this. She told me that it was because of love.

At that moment, I seemed to suddenly understand why my actions were so strange. It turns out that when I was pretending to be sincere with her, I also felt true feelings.

But was that really love?

No, that's not it. I was just too deeply immersed in my acting. I have never loved her!

I kept telling myself, but ever since the moment she left, I had already become a walking corpse.

I challenged the Hundred Sects of the Celestial Gate and fought with them without a care for my life. I also thought that if I died, everything would be settled. I didn't think that I would beat them until they were afraid and never dare to come to the Demon Realm again.

Since then, I will fight wherever there is injustice. I hope that they can kill me. But in the end, I became the number one war god in the cultivation world, and no one dared to challenge me.

I also tried to revive her, but no matter what method I used, I couldn't find a trace of her soul.

Later on, I would often go to the Jade Clear Hall. Every time I went there, I would see her more and more. I also became clearer that I really fell in love with her.

She had tried many times to draw for me, but I had never drawn a single one for her. That day, after thinking for a long time, I finally drew a painting of her. The strange thing was that she had clearly left for many days. However, the voice and appearance were very familiar in my mind.

I have never drawn such a lifelike painting before. The moment I finished drawing it, I felt as if I saw her standing right in front of me.

But I know that she will never come back. I tore the painting apart and sealed the Jade Clear Hall. From now on, no one is allowed to mention her.

It's just forgetting a single person. I believe that I can definitely do it.

Lin Zhao, don't even think about affecting me!

Just like that, a few hundred years passed. My old injuries relapsed and it was the day of my death.

My life was magnificent and I experienced many things. However, the thing that I couldn't forget the most was the short few days in the Jade Clear Palace.

There seems to be nothing I can't let go of when I'm about to die.

I reopen the seal and lie on the bed that I have laid on several times in the past.

The water red mandarin duck seems to still have the scent of her body left in it. Those scenes that I had sealed in my memories come one after another. I admit that after so many years, I still can't forget her.

I love her, but I also hate her.

I hate her for pulling me out so quickly, I hate her for not even leaving me a corpse.

Why should I remember our past, suffering torture day after day!

She's right, I lost, I lost completely.

Those who play with fire will burn themselves. I don't regret the decision I made in the past.

Similarly, I will find her, and I will be entangled with her for generations to come!