C60

It had already been three days, and he and Chu Hee had stayed in this room for an entire three days.

During this time, someone tried to break through his array and break in, but in the entire Orc Clan, no one had the ability to do so, including his father. People outside could not hear or see anything, and the only thing they could do was to wait anxiously.

In these three days, Chu Hee only ate a few mouthfuls of bread and drank some water.

Looking at the man who was still hanging on the wall, Qing Lin mechanically walked forward to his side. He knew that Chu Hee was already very tired, but he was unable to stop himself.

He fell asleep again, waking up shorter and shorter each time.

Lifting up his drooping head, he let his head rest against his own body. This way, he might be able to feel more comfortable …

It was day. Qing Lin looked at the rising sun as his hands moved between the man's short hair and gently caressed it.

As long as he closed his eyes, as soon as he saw the scars on Chu Hee's body, Qian Lia's words would surface in his mind, along with the fact that he did not want to accept …

He did not understand why he became like this and why his reaction was so intense.

In the beginning, he had only been attracted by's expression. When Chu Hee said that he liked him, he happily accepted.

After that, she liked his smell and the way he acted when she touched him. Qing Lin had always thought that those things belonged to him, but …

The man's hand stopped, and his black pupils moved from the sky to Chu Hee's unconscious face. He was so happy, so sunny, but now he was so haggard that it made one's heart ache.

His finger slid towards Chu Hee's face, sketching out the lines of resolution. Since when did you have a deeper impact on me?

I want to monopolize you, want to make you only have me in your eyes, want you to only smile at me, only allow me to touch you, want to make you and me belong to me, want to tie you up by your side and never let go …

I also want you to be happy.

To help you share the pain, wipe away all the pain, let the smile stand on the corner of your mouth, let you no longer worry...

Chu Hee, do you know when you became my everything?

Although we haven't known each other for long, no one can take the place of me in my heart.

My request is not too high, as long as I can be together with you, a happy life is enough. I am willing to forget your past, as long as our future, do not want anything, as long as you are here, but this small wish of yours, actually …

When I saw those scars, when Qian Lia said those words, a bolt from the blue.

I was angry, I was angry, I hated.

He was angry at himself for abandoning you like that, why didn't he bring you along, why didn't he tell you about Qian Lia, why did he care about your past …

I have always been very confident that even if you saw him, you would immediately know that he wasn't me. However, my estimation was wrong …

He hated, hated his own mistakes, hated Qian Lia for his revenge, hated fate as well …

So I went crazy.

I want to destroy you, destroy me, destroy the whole world.

If I lose you, I will lose everything. I can't bear it …

It was so easy to see the first glimmer of light, so easy to find a feeling of love, I don't want to just lose it like this …

I was afraid.

All the emotions were intertwined, and I was in pain.

I want to cry. He also wanted to destroy something.

I want to hold you firmly and tell you that you are mine and don't leave me. I also want to severely punish you so that you won't dare to make such a mistake again …

However, while I'm torturing you, my heart hurts.

I don't know what to do.

He wanted to give up and let go of you, but the moment I let go of him, you would disappear …

Only when I embrace you can I find some comfort, only then willing to believe that you still belong to me...

Chu Hee, what should I do?

Very contradictory.

Do you know, there were times when I wanted to escape from here, from this room, because of your pained expression...

It's like flogging my heart.

My heart loves you, but I still want to have you. I have no choice …

However, I am tormenting you in such a frenzied manner, yet you aren't blaming me or blaming me. In fact, you aren't even scolding me at all. After waking up, you're speechless and just smiled at me …

You know your smile. It makes my heart feel like it's being stabbed by a knife.

Why did you have to be so tolerant? Is it because you didn't differentiate us? Is it because you think it was your fault …

Are those really your fault …

Actually, the one who is truly harmed is you, while I am forcing all of the mistakes onto you. It is clearly a matter of us brothers but I want you to bear the consequences …

In these three days, some things had already been thought out, but I was unable to stop. I was afraid that you would hate me, hate me, and leave me …

Even though I know you won't, I'm still afraid.

Your tolerance, your generosity, your patience, made me feel more and more guilty...

I'm really going crazy...

Closing his eyes in pain, Qing Lin held onto his head tightly, hoping to use this chance to gain power to send the uneasiness in his heart far away …

"Qing Lin." The person in his arms woke up. His haggard face was raised, and on it was a familiar smile.

Qing Lin's first thought was to escape.