C11 CHAPTER ELEVEN
Ethan sighed and looked away, hating himself for even being in this position in the first place. Madison was still sitting down on the couch and was staring at him with her blue eyes wide open in shock. She would have looked comical with her wide-open eyes and smeared mouth, but nothing was funny to Ethan about this situation in which he found himself. She probably thought that he was impotent or something.
"Oh my God. I'm so sorry. You're gay. I didn't realize…" She began, but trailed off and blinked at him in confusion. His cock was straining his boxers and he was obviously aroused, so what the hell was his problem?
"No, I'm not gay. I'm just not ready for anything with anyone yet." Especially you… he wanted to add but didn't. She looked so much like Mildred that the resemblance was uncanny. They had the same blonde hair, although Madison's was a shade lighter than Mildred's. They also had the same blue eyes and slim, tall figures. Even their mannerisms were somewhat alike and it looking at her was almost like staring at the ghost that had haunted him for the past two years.
"So what's the problem?" Madison asked.
"I lost my fiancée and I've not been with anyone since then. I don't think I'm ready for that yet." Ethan heard the words burst out of him. He was surprised that that had come out of his mouth as he never told anyone that.
"I'm so sorry to hear that Ethan." She said and put on that pitiful look that he hated again. "I figured that you were going through a rough patch the other night. I understand your hesitation to get physical with anyone."
"Yeah," Ethan said, wishing she would just leave. She did not make a move to do anything of the sort though. Instead, she raised her hands above her head and stretched luxuriously. For the first time that evening, Ethan noticed that she wasn't wearing any bra. Her nipples stood out against the sheer material of her blouse, hard and pointed. To his utter surprise, his dick which had become flaccid while they talked began to get hard again. The usual guilt started to stir up inside him, but he pushed it aside.
He had been abstinent in the two years since Mildred died, and now, he felt like he would die if he did not have a woman. Like his mother and everyone he knew, including Mildred's mother told him, he couldn't stay alone forever. It usually annoyed him to no end whenever anyone told him that, but now, he was beginning to think that they were right. He wasn't planning on having a relationship with Madison or anyone else for that matter, at least not yet, but maybe a one-night stand wasn't bad…if she was game, that is.
Madison noticed him looking and smiled sultrily. "See something you like?" She asked and arched an eyebrow while cupping her small breasts with their pointed nipples through her clothes.
"Madison, I'm not going to have a relationship with you. If that is what you want, I can't give it to you."
"I understand. Luckily enough, I do not want a relationship. We just met, remember? I only want to fuck you, and I happen to know that you want that too." She replied, eyeing his package hungrily and pinching her nipples through her cloth.
Ethan did not need to hear anything else. He grabbed her, raised her up from the chair, and dragged her into his arms in one swift motion. She was so beautiful and up close, the similarities between her and Mildred faded away, relieving Ethan. The last thing he wanted to do was to have sex with Mildred's double. It would feel as though he were using Madison as a substitute. He planted his lips against hers and Madison leaned into his embrace, kissing him back with fervor and moaning into his mouth.
Ethan could not believe how hard he was. It was as though all the pent-up horniness of the past two years had built up until this moment. He kissed Madison's lips, eyes, neck, and all her body until he had her quivering beneath him with passion. He had all but forgotten just how good being with a woman felt. It was as though all the feelings that had lain dormant for the past two years had all sprung up to the surface and were clamoring to be let out. They were still in his living room, but Ethan did not see the need for them to go anywhere else. He took off her blouse to reveal her small but perfect breasts and hard nipples.
He placed a kiss on each of them, listening to her sigh as she grabbed his head and pressed it against her chest. Madison was a moaner and her moans were making him incredibly horny. By the time he put his fingers inside her panties, they were soaked with her wetness.
"You make me so hot, Ethan. I can't wait to have you inside me."
"Yeah. I can see that. You make me horny too."
"I want to feel your cock inside me."
"You will." He replied while making quick work of divesting her of her panties. Her pussy was shaved clean, which he liked and her clit was pink and swollen with arousal. Just looking at her spread-eagled on his couch caused his dick to throb painfully. He could not wait until he could bury his throbbing cock inside her warm wet pussy. He bent his head and began to suck on her pussy, while she writhed, moaned, and groaned on the couch.
"Yes, Ethan. Don't stop. Ooooh, I love that so much. Don't ever stop."
But Ethan did stop when she was on the verge of cumming, and ignored her moan of protest.
"Damn. I don't have a condom."
"Don't worry. I'm safe." She informed him almost impatiently. "You should still pull out when you're ready to cum though."
Ethan guided his dick to her pussy entrance and fed it in slowly, closing his eyes against the unbelievable pleasure that coursed through him. He began to move inside her with slow thrusts, drawing passionate moans from her. As he fucked her, Madison reached up and began to pull on her nipples in time with his thrusts. The sight was so unbelievably erotic and Ethan started pounding hard and fast into her.
"Fuck me harder, Ethan. Your cock feels so damn good." She moaned, bucking her hips in time with his thrusts. Ethan obliged her and began slamming his dick into her until she was almost screaming with pleasure. Her pink clit was glistening temptingly with her wetness and the moisture from when he sucked on it. Ethan reached over and began to rub her clit with his fingers as he fucked her. Within minutes, she was shuddering and cumming hard, with her pussy clenching on his dick, while moaning his name over and over again. Ethan followed suit and withdrew his cock from her warm wet pussy to pump out his cum all over her stomach.
"That was awesome, Ethan. I can't remember the last time I was fucked so good."
"Yeah, it was." Ethan agreed, hoping that she would leave it at that.
Madison did not say anything else but followed him to go and clean herself up in his bathroom.