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*** Ryan KRIZO ***

I have to do the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. Tell Maya that she and I are not going to get married anymore because my love for Cynthia is current and it is with her that I want to make my life. I know I'm going to hurt her, a lot even, but I'll hurt her more if I marry her without really loving her. I'm not saying that I don't have feelings for her