C598 Am I so Helpless

"Xin Rou, the woman that I have let down the most in my life is you and Jiajia. She gave up her youth for me. The reason she hung out with those men in the bar was to get money for me. When I knew that you would rather be Ye Yixuan's lover than to be with me, during that period of time, I was very negative and led a life worse than death. She constantly gave me money