C28 You Don't Want To?

"It doesn't matter, I'm not a woman from a good family, and I'm not a guard of the Three Virgins and Nine Lives. Actually, you don't have to spend so much time and effort. " Su Rui continued speaking as she continued to remove the clothes on her shoulders. It looked like she was about to slip away to the side of her waist. Si Guanqun finally took action.

He reached out and gently placed his hand on Su Rui's face. His hand was dry and had a slight smell of tobacco as it caressed Su Rui's ice-cold skin.

Su Rui stood stiffly in her original spot. A chill rose up from her back. Although she tried to force the words out of her mouth, she was still scared. All these years, the only person who had touched her was Mo Fanya.

The first time, Mo Fanya was so immature, but he didn't give her a good impression. Her memory of her body was empty. Only Mo Fanya's face, with his sweaty hair sticking to his forehead, and his eyelashes looking frail, the heat of his breathing burning all of her senses.

The second time, she was completely drunk. The medicine had made her crazy and active. She demanded of him, and the joy of meeting again sank into utter despair.

No matter what happened, it would never be considered wonderful.

Although Su Rui spoke very casually as if she was extremely open, in reality, she was no different from a virgin.

According to Lee Ai's explanation, you are just a young boy who is strong on the outside but weak on the inside.

Therefore, Si Guanqun's caress was actually very unfamiliar to Su Rui. Strangely enough, he didn't make her feel disgusted by him, nor did he make her have the urge to kick him like the other customers that did.

In front of him, she had become extremely small. There was a power within him that made it impossible for her to force him to the end.

Si Guanqun's hand slid along her exquisite neck, down to her bare shoulder — her arm, then her arm, and then fell on the dress at her wrist.

He leaned over, his face almost touching her ear. Su Rui couldn't move.

Then Si Guanqun slowly pulled up her clothes and carefully zipped them shut.

"... You don't want it? " Su Rui was stunned for a long time before she finally asked him.

Si Guanqun had already pulled back and tidied up her messy hair, then affectionately let go.

"I've never wanted a woman like this." Hearing Su Rui's question, he smiled slightly, and said in a low and mellow voice, "But, not now. and it shouldn't be used in this way. "

"Just what do you want …" His voice turned into a sigh, "Are you satisfied because you have to take over my life?"

If the body could not satisfy him. If he had never thought of the feelings he had felt in the past, he would have been stingy with promises. What was the relationship between the two of them outside of emotions that was floating within his body?

Emotions?

A lover who was subordinate to him?

Su Rui lowered her head, her long hair flowing down her forehead, covering both sides of her face.

She wanted to retort back, but when the words came to her lips, her eyes became unaccountably dry.

Su Rui didn't expect herself to cry. She had experienced many difficult things and extremely painful changes, but many times, she was able to control her emotions. However, when Si Guanqun reached out to pick up her hair and put it behind her ear, Su Rui's tears gushed out without any warning.

She felt powerless.

Si Guanqun was stunned. He then put his arm around her shoulders and pulled her into his embrace.

"I didn't mean to push you too hard." He whispered into her ear, carrying a pity that he too felt lost.

Su Rui's forehead was pressed against his chest, and her hand slowly rested on his shoulder. She then slowly pushed him away. You can slowly figure out what you want to do. I'll wait for your answer. I won't let anyone else touch me until you're tired of me, and I won't fall in love with anyone else. You don't have to worry about Mo Fanya. "He doesn't know Lele's identity, so I ask you to keep this a secret for me."

It was already impossible for her to get Mo Fanya. If Lele was taken away, what was Su Rui's insistence these years?

And if. However, if … Lele could not live, and she would not let Mo Fanya bear such despair and pain with her.

Si Guanqun did not say anything and retreated a little. His deep gaze quietly looked at the tears that were still at the corner of her eyes. After a fleeting moment of weakness, he returned to his cold and resolute face.

"We don't have any affiliation. If you have to define it, this is just a deal. You helped me and I'll give it back to you. "My friend is still upstairs. If Director Si doesn't want it now, then I'll go upstairs first." Su Rui turned her face away and quickly threw down those words before pushing open the door to the car.

"Su Rui." Si Guanqun called out to her when one of her legs stepped out, "Is it hard to give up your life to me?" He just wanted her to live a life of ease. Every woman should be doted on and protected by a man. He didn't want to see her tired.

"It's not hard, but I'm afraid I'll have to rely on you." Su Rui didn't look back as she lowered her head and smiled bitterly. "I'm used to relying on others. "But you — you can't make me rely on you for the rest of my life."

One day, all of Si Guanqun's favors would fade with the passage of time. At that time, what she would lose would not only be his protection, but also her independence and freedom that she would never be able to recover.

So, please forgive her stubbornness, it's just a way of self-protection.

Si Guanqun lowered his eyes.

He suddenly had the urge to promise her his life, but the words came out of his mouth and became speechless.

All his life …

Si Guanqun shook his head.

How could she understand the shackles and helplessness that a lifetime represented?

He no longer dared to taste it. He didn't dare try to destroy anyone he cared about.

Su Rui fled in panic. Although she tried her best to act calm and collected, her disordered heartbeat had long betrayed her.

She really couldn't face that person again. Perhaps she really would compromise.

Fortunately, Si Guanqun didn't catch up. He sat in the driver's seat and watched her figure disappear into the stairwell through the half-open window.

Su Rui went back inside and Alex sat on the couch in the living room and watched TV. Lee Ai had drunk too much just now and was now lying back on the bed.

"He seems to have fallen asleep." Alex said.

Su Rui originally wanted to go in and talk to Lee Ai for a while, but when she reached the door, she stuck close to the door and listened for a while, then silently retreated back into the living room.

She heard the stifled cries in the room.