C337 Why Do You Seek Death

After Guan Ju came back, she didn't even eat dinner.

I'm not in the mood to eat.

She filled the tub with hot water.

It was too cold and his heart was cold, so he urgently needed hot water to warm himself up and relax his mind.

She took off her clothes and dipped herself in the water.

The water was still steaming hot, but she felt as if she was soaking in ice water