C22 Xavier’s past; a big surprise

After that night, my parents gave me a light punishment but that didn't stop me in any way since I had already found pleasure in Nanay Clara’s pastime, — I mean our hobby. She kept on repeating those words of advice to me and as time went by I became a misogynist, -- a freak...

We went on and on disrespecting women in different ways. At that time, I didn't see it as disrespect. I mean