C26 My first time is enjoyable

I had to be awake all night in case he woke up in the middle of the night and my fear got worse when I flung my eyes away then I looked back at the bed and found out that he was still asleep. He was just turning himself in bed like he was having a nightmare…

I thanked the heavens because he wasn't up to see me laying on the ground. I was tired, my eyes were red with veins. Yet