C214 White rose in the night

I couldn't say my shock, nor could I say what shock was in my heart. Ding Yuleng has already returned, so is it a success or is it just because of me? I hope it's the latter, but all the voices in my mind are telling me that the reason Ding Yuleng is back is because of me.

Ding Yuleng had the warmest smile on his face