C9 doubt and fear

Heather's POV

He'll be out of the palace in two days and for twelve days, I have requested to meet him.

I have fought and screamed on top of my longs, I have tried all I could to communicate with him, to tell him, to help him remember because it seems like all the passion that we shared that night have gone deep deep down in his memories.

And I can't seem to find anything to help simulate it