C31 31. I can give you what you’ve always wanted…

I’m clenching my teeth. I tighten my grip around the diamond so much, its ends cut through my tissue, till they hit my finger bones. But I can’t feel pain; I can’t feel a thing, so overwhelmed, so absorbed into that very moment. I look around.

Where is He? Where can He be?

The fact that I am still able to think surprises me