C142 In the end the one he loved the most was still her

How did I get back to the hospital? I can't remember clearly, but the words Mu Yichen said when he left, 'Yawen is my most beloved', must be saying it in a panic, right? He was blinded by lard. That must be it, right? Can anyone give me an answer? I asked myself a thousand times, but it was only a question. No one could tell me for sure that he still loved me