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Xuebao ran all the way back to her bedroom before she dared to stop. She placed her hands on the table and panted heavily. This latest news exploded in her heart like a small bomb, breaking her heart.

He and Yu Er had too many past experiences. Those beautiful past were like paving a road, firmly laying the foundation of their relationship. And she herself? What right did she have to compete with Yu Er for this man?

She and Yan Junyi had only known each other for half a year. They had not spent the first half of the year, nor had they engaged in a life and death battle. There were only... small quarrels, suspicions, and distrust.

"Bao..." Behind her, Yan Junyi softly called out to her. There was a faint feeling of pain in his voice. The only thing he felt for her was heartache and sympathy. Finally, he was still a man with a conscience. Xuebao smiled bitterly in her heart.

Raising her head, Xuebao pretended to look as if nothing had happened and stared at Yan Junyi. She forced a smile and said, "Yi, don't worry. I was just shocked by this news. I just want to properly sort it out."

She would not cry in front of him. In the past, she would not. Now, she also did not want to. Unless she had no other choice, she would take good care of her own tears because she was not the kind of person who liked to win sympathy!

How could Yan Junyi not understand her personality? Seeing the smile on her face that she tried her best to squeeze out, it even made his heart ache more than seeing tears. She was too strong!

"Sorry, I didn't think of hiding anything from you. I just didn't want to mention Yu Er's name before." Yan Junyi pressed his hands on her shoulders and quietly stared at her.

"Every time I mention Yu Er, it is the most painful time for me. It does not matter if you or I mention this name. The night will be my sleepless night. My mind will be filled with his shadow. Do you understand? "

Xuebao looked at him and asked blankly, "What kind of emotion can make you fall in love with a woman to such an extent? Yi, you also said that Yu Er is not a very special person. Why?"

"I don't know either." Yan Junyi bitterly shook his head." My brain seems to be controlled by someone. It is not up to me to decide. It is as if she is the lover that I owed in my previous life... "

Xuebao was slightly stunned. Old Master Yan had clearly said that she was the lover in Yan Junyi's previous life. It was not like that at all, right? Perhaps Yan Junyi was right. Yi Yuer was the one. She suddenly thought of the sealed Empress's chambers in Moon God Temple.

Was there the result she wanted there? Xuebao laughed in her heart. She really wanted to be Yan Junyi's empress in his past life, to actually believe such a ridiculous and superstitious legend.

"I also want to forget her. I listened to you and remembered the name Xuebao. When I really remembered it, Yu Er appeared..." Yan Junyi helplessly took a breath and apologetically used his thumb to stroke her cheek.

"Thank you for loving me before." Xuebao looked at him and smiled. It was really not easy for him to remember Yu Er's name when he was so infatuated with her. Shouldn't she be happy?

"Yi, quickly go and accompany sister Yu Er. I want to see Lin Jian." Xuebao felt that if she continued to stay with him, she would only be unable to say anything to him. She might as well let him do what she wanted to do. His heart must not be here, right?

Lin Jian! This name stung Yan Junyi's heart. He would never be able to feel guilt in his heart. He did not even dare to mention this name in front of Xuebao. He opened his mouth and asked with concern, "How is he now?"

Xuebao nodded and finally had a normal smile on her face. "He is very good. Tian Tian has always been taking care of him. When faced with difficulties, true love can be seen. Lin Jian is very happy to have such a good girl love him."

This was also the place she had always envied Lin Jian. It was a very rare thing to have a true love! The feelings in her heart and the feelings in her heart became stronger after Yu Er appeared!

She really did not think that a beautiful girl like Tian Tian, who had fallen from grace, would be so obsessed with love. Under the circumstances where she did not know how many days Lin Jian could live, she would not abandon or give up. She would defend this incomplete love to the death!

As for herself? She wanted to retreat when she encountered difficulties, but when she saw Yu Er, she felt guilty. She always felt that she was the worst person in the world. It was impossible for Yan Junyi to fall in love with her. Her confidence had been completely wiped out when Yu Er appeared!

"I'm going to the company. I'll send you there as well." Yan Junyi's words interrupted her daydreaming.

Xuebao was going to refuse, but Yan Junyi said again, "I will see you downstairs later. Hurry up and change your clothes." After saying that, he turned around and walked out of Xuebao's bedroom, not giving her the chance to refuse at all.

Yan Junyi sent Xuebao to the hospital's main door and hesitated whether he should go up and see Lin Jian. Thinking about visiting a person he was not familiar with was not his style, and it was easy to arouse suspicion, so he did not go.

Xuebao went to Lin Jian's ward and Lin’s mother was guarding it. At this time, Tian Tian should also go to work.

Xuebao saw Lin’s mother packing her things and walked in doubtfully and asked, "Auntie, what are you doing?"

Lin’s mother turned her head and looked at Xuebao. She smiled and said, "Xuebao, it's you. I am packing my things and preparing to bring Lin Jian home to stay. Can't you always stay in the hospital? Right? "

"Why? Isn't it easier to get an intravenous drip in the hospital?" Xuebao asked in confusion, then turned to Lin Jian and looked at his pale face. It had been so long, but her heart was still somewhat sad.

"The hospital is good, but it costs a lot, and it is more convenient to take care of it at home, right?" Lin’s mother said as she folded her clothes. She packed everything and prepared to bring Lin Jian back.

Although the money spent on staying here was from the Yan Family, they could not stay there forever. No one knew whether Lin Jian could wake up or not. He could not stay in the hospital for the rest of his life!

Xuebao nodded in understanding and did not ask any more questions. She started to help clean up the ward.

Lin’s mother looked up at her and asked, "By the way, how are you now? I heard that Yan Junyi's ex-wife appeared. Did they bully you? What do you plan to do?"

Xuebao's hand that was holding her clothes trembled slightly. She did not expect Lin’s mother to suddenly ask about her and Yan Junyi. She lowered her head and smiled bitterly. "Jun Yi did not bully me. They are all reasonable people."

In her heart, Xuebao silently begged Lin’s mother not to continue asking. Making up lies was not her specialty. It was already tiring enough to deal with mother fan alone. She really had the strength to deal with Lin’s mother's questioning.

Perhaps the heavens heard her begging. When Lin’s mother opened her mouth again, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open and Lin's father walked in. After entering the door, he asked, "Are you done packing? I have already contacted the ambulance."

"Yes, I'm done." Lin’s mother replied.

Lin's father saw that Xuebao was also there and greeted her with a smile, "Xuebao, why did you come out so early?"

"I had nothing to do at home, so I came out." Xuebao stood by the side and answered.

Lin's father nodded and suddenly thought of something and said again, "By the way, I remember that a few months ago you asked Lin Jian to give me the powder for my research. Now there is a further result."

"Powder?" Xuebao was stunned. For a moment, she could not remember what he was talking about. But she quickly remembered that she had given the powder to Lin Jian and Lin's father to study. Other than that time, there was no second time!

Sister bi had been giving the powder to Yan Junyi! The result Lin's father had given her back then was that it did not harm the human body, so she did not pay much attention to it. She only helped Yan Junyi get rid of the tea just in case.

After hearing what Lin's father said, she was stunned for a moment and impatiently asked, "Really? What result?"

Lin's father first asked curiously, "Where did you get the powder from? It was said that it was a folk medicine that appeared in the world 50 to 60 years ago. But later on, it was banned from the world and completely disappeared from the market. "

"I don't know. I got it from a friend. She's taking this medicine. " Xuebao randomly lied. However, she was extremely anxious in her heart and could not help but urge, "Aiya, Uncle... You should quickly tell me what it is."

Lin's father saw that she was anxious and said, "This medicine is called Soul Congealing Powder. If a person takes it for a long period of time, it will make him unable to forget certain things. The final result is that there is a possibility of mental disorder, but the probability is very small. "

"What did you say?" Xuebao stared at him in shock. "You can't forget certain things? What do you mean?"

Lin's father thought about it and said, "For example, selective memory loss, have you heard of it? He forgot some things that he did not want to remember the most, but he remembered other things deeply. Also, if a person doesn't even have the will to live before his death... In other words, if he doesn't want to live anymore, it's very likely that he won't be able to wake up again."

"What you mean is that if I take this medicine, I might remember some things and never forget them?" Wang Yao asked. Xuebao was so shocked that even her voice was trembling. There was actually such medicine in the world?

Yan Junyi and Yi Yuer suddenly flashed in her mind, as well as what Yan Junyi had said before today. The more he wanted to forget Yu Er, the more he wanted her to go crazy. His brain seemed to have been controlled by someone...

Lin's father nodded. "To put it simply, just like a mental patient. If something or someone stimulates a mental illness. Although she doesn't know people and doesn't know anything, she will definitely remember the thing that caused her mental disorder in her subconscious. She can also occasionally hear that person's name from her mouth, she won't forget it!"

..." The same goes for the Soul Concentrating Powder. Although it won't cause mental disorder, It doesn't affect a person's normal life either. However, it could make people keep thinking about something, and from time to time, it would create illusions in people's minds. Reminds you of its existence over and over again. Under such circumstances, it was very likely that over time, one would become mentally unstable. However, it depends on one's resistance and endurance."

"If one's resistance and endurance are strong, they won't become mentally deranged anymore?" Xuebao asked in surprise.

Lin's father smiled and said, "Of course. They are both women. They choose to commit suicide when they are in a relationship. Some of them are brave enough to face it. Everyone has different psychological endurance. If you want to know more about it, I will let you have a look at the test report when you get home. "

"Un..." Xuebao answered in a low voice. She frowned and started to think. Lin's father's words shocked her. She needed to be clear about it. After all, it was related to Yan Junyi's health!

"It is best to advise your friend not to take this medicine. After all, it is harmful to the body." Lin's father patted her shoulder and kindly reminded her, "Especially girls who have poor tolerance."

"Yes, thank you, uncle." Xuebao looked at him gratefully.

"Little girl, why are you being so polite to me?" Lin's father laughed. At this time, there was a doctor who came to help Lin Jian get out of the hospital. Lin's father went to help, leaving Xue Ding to think about what he had just said.

Maybe Yan Junyi did not want to forget Yu Er at all. That was why he drank this kind of tea. But she, this meddlesome person, insisted on replacing his tea. Could it be that he wanted to drink it himself? Xuebao was really very curious.

Yan Junyi could remember her name and fall in love with her. Perhaps it was caused by her own accident. Ever since Lan Ning gave her the fragrant tea, Yan Junyi had never drunk that kind of tea again. He only drank it once a few days ago!

Was his obsession with Yu Er really because of this kind of effect of Soul Congealing Powder? But he had indeed loved Yi Yuer before. Even if he did not drink the fragrant tea that sister bi gave him, it was very normal for him to miss her!

Also, what was the reason sister bi gave him to drink this? To make him remember Yu Er? Was she afraid that Yan Junyi would forget Yu Er? Why?

Xuebao's mind was filled with 'why' questions. There were too many things that she did not understand. She did not understand why sister bi and Mrs. Yan favored Yu Er so much. She did not understand why Mei Qi and Old Master Yan hated Yu Er so much.

Weren't they a family? Why did they become like two separate factions on the battlefield, causing this family to be incompatible with each other? Did Yan Junyi know all of this? Did he not know anything like her?

Carrying such complicated emotions, Xuebao drifted outside for an entire day. She only planned to go home when it was dark.