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Xuebao felt her body rising into the air and could not care less. She started to wave her hands and feet as she struggled, "Let me go. What do you want to do?"

"I will carry you home." Yan Junyi hugged her tightly to prevent her from falling off his body too hard.

"I don't want to go back! Don't!" Xuebao was even more frightened when she heard that she was going home. She shouted loudly, "Yan Junyi! You vampire! Why won't you let me go? I have no grudges with your Yan Family!"

Yan Junyi saw that she was struggling too hard, so he put her back on the sofa. He put his hands on her side and stared at her. His face showed some warmth. "We have no grudges. We are one family. How can we not live together?"

"I don't want to be a family with you!" Xuebao pushed her chest and shouted. A family was not like this at all! Yan Wenxuan was a bastard! He even said that it was safe to stay here. It had only been half a day before he was found! Liar! Liar!

"We are already a family." Yan Junyi grabbed her and kept waving his hands. He still looked at her gently. "Bao, I apologize to you. I should not have doubted you. Can you forgive me this time since it is the first time I have lowered myself to a woman? "

The first time? Xuebao raised her head to look at him doubtfully. Under the night sky, his eyes shone with sincerity like the stars. "Where is Yu Er? Could it be that you have never humbled yourself to her?" She did not believe it! She wouldn't believe it even if she was beaten to death!

Yan Junyi was stunned for a moment. He was silent for a few seconds before he casually said, "She has never had a temper."

"What do you mean?! I just like to have a temper! I'm just a petty person! What are you doing here? Go!" Xuebao flew into a rage again. She struggled out of his hands and continued to hit him. But very quickly, she stopped. She pouted and asked, "Has Yu Er ever been as pitiful as me? Was she chased out of the house before?"

Yan Junyi saw that she still did not forget Sanba at this time and a trace of pain flashed across his face. He said bitterly, "Of course, she was once fractured because she broke an old man's vase."

"And then?" Xuebao asked impatiently.

"Later on, I brought her out to live. She felt that this matter was indeed her fault. After recovering from her injuries, she insisted on going back to Yan Family to apologize to the old man. This matter was over just like that." Yan Junyi said in a sad tone.

Those days in Yuxia Village were their happiest days. If he hadn't agreed to let Yu Er return to Yan Family, perhaps the result wouldn't have been like this! He once again regretted his decision!

"Do you want me to go back and apologize to Old Master?" Xuebao looked at him and asked. She was not going! She was not as well-educated and gentle as Yu Er. She could not do it!

Yan Junyi shook his head and looked at her stubborn face. He said gently, "There is no need to apologize to him because you did not do anything wrong."

"Do you really believe that I did not take medicine?" Xuebao looked at him firmly.

He nodded. A trace of warmth flashed across Xuebao's heart. It did not matter if others suspected her, as long as he believed her! She did not know when it started, but she had become so concerned about his thoughts.

"Bao, can we go back now?" Yan Junyi touched the wound on her forehead with his finger. After meeting him, She was often injured. Didn't they say that she was his destined lover? Why would she suffer the same suffering as other women?

"I won't return!" Xuebao struggled to shake off his hand and the trace of emotion that she had just felt disappeared at this moment. "I don't want to go back and be your Yu Er! If you miss your Yu Er, you can..."

"I didn't treat you as Yu Er!" Yan Junyi interrupted her and looked down at her. "Bao, I am trying to forget the past. I have forgotten Yu Er. Can you please forget it with me? Let's not talk about it anymore! "

Xuebao sneered, "I do not know anything. How can I forget, Yan Young Master. What I want to know the most now is to know Yu Er, not to forget her. " She really wanted to know what kind of woman had defeated her. She had been defeated before she even appeared!

He wants to forget Yu Er? Yu Er lived in south yard. She did not dare to imagine what kind of reaction he would have when he found out about this secret. When that day came, should he personally chase her out of the Yan Family?

Yan Junyi stared at her. His face showed some hesitation, but he copied her and asked, "What do you want to know?"

"I want to know everything." Xuebao twisted her body and raised her head slightly. Her face looked melancholy under the moonlight. Her black gem-like eyes were filled with tears and two rays of sparkling starlight flashed.

That was an expression that would make people's heart ache when they saw it. Yan Junyi knew that she had been tortured by Yu Er to the point that she was not any better than him. He took a light breath and opened his mouth, but he did not know how to tell her about his relationship with Yu Er.

The story between him and Yu Er... How could it be finished in a few words?

"For example... how did you two get to know each other? How did you fall in love, how did you separate, what did you do when you were together? What did she do when you got sick? What did she do in the Yan Family? What color did she like, what did she like to wear, what did she like to eat? Does she love you as much as you love her?"

Xuebao's voice was as light as flowing water in the darkness, but it also revealed a deep sense of loss. Did she really want to know these things? Why should she know? What was the point of knowing?

Seeing Yan Junyi stunned by her question, she suddenly woke up a lot. This was his private matter. The love that he had kept in his heart all this time, but she had pulled it out so bloody!

"Forget it. It's better that I don't know. Anyway, we can't be together for long. After I pay off the debt that I owe Yan Family, I should return to my original life." Xuebao pushed him away and wanted to stand up.

Yan Junyi stretched out his right hand to stop her from moving. His deep eyes stared at her quietly. A soft voice spilled from between his lips and teeth, "We are college classmates. Yu Er has always cared about me at school. But I always felt that she was very ordinary, so I was not moved. Until a time when the school organized a spring outing and met with a landslide on the way back. We were trapped in a mountain city, and the second night happened to be the 15th. My classmates were all frightened by me. Yu Er was also so scared that she trembled. But she still gritted her teeth and rushed forward to hug me, so that I wouldn't roll down the mountain because of pain. But she broke her head on the mountain rock. The next day when I went to the hospital to see her, She hugged me and cried. If that's the case, then we're together."

"She is a very considerate and gentle girl. She has always been very good to me. She likes light blue, and she likes wearing CUCC clothes. likes sweet food, and also likes the coffee I make. We got married in the second year, after marriage she stays at home every day, She thinks of ways to make delicious food for me. When she has more time, she likes to play Pipa. She often hugged the Pipa and stayed in the study with me, no matter how late it was. I can feel that she loves me very much. "

" A light blue CUCC? " Xuebao's face turned pale. More than a week ago, she seemed to have worn such a dress as well. She suddenly felt a little scared. Was it a coincidence? She hoped it was!

"When I get sick, she will always hide in her mother's house. She is afraid... Maybe it was the first time that she was traumatized." Yan Junyi held her waist and pulled her forward. He calmly asked, "I have answered all your questions."

She was indeed a good woman. Who did not love this kind of woman? Xuebao smiled bitterly. On the other hand, she had been acting crazy all day long to make him angry. She was Fan Xuebao and would never be Yi Yuer. She could not do it so perfectly, so she was destined not to be liked by others.

He still had another question that he did not answer, and that was how they separated. Was he deliberately avoiding it? From Old Master Yan and Yan Meiqi's mouths, she already roughly knew how Yi Yuer died. So... It was better not to let him suffer any more!

Yan Junyi saw her silence and thought that she was waiting for the question that he had deliberately left behind. A trace of pain flashed through his heart. He said sadly again, "Yu Er has always blamed herself for not being able to bear her daughter and not being able to please the old man. She became silent because of shame and then she accidentally fell down the stairs and had an abortion. She was very sad and hanged herself a few days later."

Xuebao was shocked and looked at him and asked, "Are you sure she is dead?"

Yan Junyi nodded. Xuebao saw the painful expression on his face again. She gently reached out and hugged him. She gently hugged him and almost told him that Yi Yuer was still alive in Yan residence!

But her reason did not allow her to say it out loud. She did not know what the consequences would be if she said it out loud. It would definitely cause a violent storm. She had once tested Old Master Yan. His fury was still unforgettable to her. The best way to live was to keep his mouth shut!

In her heart, she still had her own selfish motives, right? At this time, was she really willing to tell him this secret? If she told him, it meant that she should leave him. Was she willing to?

Hesitation proved that she was still a bit reluctant. She had to admit that she had been getting along with him for the past few days. She already felt ashamed and had a good impression of him. Perhaps feelings could really be nurtured, just like him and Yi Yuer!

Xuebao's slender fingers inserted into his hair and asked in a low voice, "If Yu Er was still alive, what would you do?" This was already the second time she asked this question. The last time. He answered her without hesitation, Continue to love her.

And this time...

Xuebao's heart was tightly suspended. This time, he was not that unhesitant. He hesitated for a while before replying, "There is no 'if' because Yu Er is dead."

He was avoiding the question and Xuebao closed her eyes. This time, he did not say that he would continue to love her. Did it mean that he already had a little bit of care for her? Actually, she should be satisfied!