C45 Worry Panic Murder

"Brother Ao doesn't need to say it like that, I did this for my own sake. If I don't report it to you, then it would mean I have let down my brother and the Sovereign, and might even be charged with beheading. If that happens, wouldn't I be looking into the mirror and seeing that both sides aren't human beings?" Instead of this, I might as well tell this matter to Brother Ao, that is to say