C9 9. Lupus

On their way home dad was driving the car with mom Lucy sitting next to him.

Amada had to go and take care of business at the office. He had to work and the doctors bills came streaming in.

Xhenia and Xiomara was sittng at the backseat. There was compete silence in the car. Xiomara fell asleep cause it was quite a long distance traveling to the doctors and back.

Xhenia broke the silence with a joke saying mom, I'm so awesome, even my immune system can't get enough of me and gave me a faint smile.

Mom Lucy started laughing🤣🤣 uncontrollably and soon tears followed.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭Angel child wish she never said anything.

She saw in the mirror Dad was shedding a tear too.

'she went quiet.........

I have LUPUS, my body is allergic to itself. 😢😢😢😢

So, what happened to alopecia, I didn't ask the doctor. If my red and white cells are attacking each other. No one will win.

What if the doctors are just thumbs sucking? What if I should go for a 2nd opinion.

This morning I couldn't even lift my cup of coffee☕

I'm such a burden to them.