C12 Please I Beg You Don't Don't Want Me

On the fifth day after the earthquake, things had turned for the better.

The rescue team came. They heard a song playing on their phones in the ruins and knew that there were people buried there.

After Shen Lingyi was rescued, she was carried onto a stretcher and sent to temporary medical point.

In the midst of her muddle-headedness, her twenty-something years of life passed by in her mind like a lantern.

Her biological father was a rapist and ruined Ms. Shen's life.

Her father was sent to prison by the Shen family and committed suicide in prison.

When Ms. Shen found out that she was pregnant, she was already five months pregnant and could only give birth.

She was anesthetized and allergic, so she had no choice but to give birth to a shameful and embarrassing existence - Shen Lingyi.

Ms. Shen's mental state was unstable and if she was slightly unhappy, she would hit Shen Lingyi.

Shen Lingyi was still young and her body was full of injuries. There was not a single piece of skin that was unharmed.

At that time, she was very envious of the cat at home because Ms. Shen would not only not hit it but also feed it good food. She would hold it in her arms.

She secretly took a bag of cat food and treated it as a snack Ms. Shen bought for her. When she wanted to eat it, she would eat one.

When Ms. Shen found out, she flew into a rage and beat her up. She then punished her to kneel in the living room for an entire night.

When they were seven years old, two old men went to school to see her and claimed to be her grandparents.

The old man bought her snacks and toys. They smiled at her and called her a good granddaughter.

After Ms. Shen knew about it, she seemed to have gone mad and threw away the snacks and toys. She hung Shen Lingyi up and whipped her with a belt.

That time, Shen Lingyi was almost beaten to death.

Only then did Shen father and mother realize that Ms. Shen's mental state had reached a very serious state.

They wanted to treat Ms. Shen and were afraid that Shen Lingyi would agitate Ms. Shen, so they sent Shen Lingyi to the orphanage.

Children don't hold grudges. She did not see her mother for a few days and began to think about her mother. She cried and made a fuss to look for her mother.

In the beginning, Director would coax her in the orphanage and say that her mother would come to pick her up after a while.

Later, Director saw Shen Lingyi ask Shen Lingyi once every few days and said that this was an orphanage and the children who lived here did not have parents.

Shen Lingyi cried. She had a mother and she did not want to live here!

The next morning, she lay in bed and refused to get up. She just waited for Ms. Shen to take a feather duster and wake her up.

She waited for a whole day but did not wait for Ms. Shen.

During the new year, Director sent small red packets to every child in the orphanage. She took the money and sneaked into a car and ran back.

"I will wipe the floor very seriously. I will wash the clothes very seriously."

"When I wash the dishes, I will never break the bowl again. Really, Aunt Director in the orphanage has praised me and said that I washed the dishes very cleanly."

"I am very useful. I will do a lot of housework."

"Mom, don't not want me."

"I beg you, don't don't want me..."

The dirty little girl knelt on the ground and said while crying, "When you hit me, I didn't run. I stood there and let you hit me. Don't don't want me, okay?"

A few days later, Shen Lingyi was sent to an orphanage in the province of Y, which was more than 3000 kilometers away from the capital.

Another year passed. During the Spring Festival, Director from the orphanage sent red packets to the children.

Shen Lingyi sneaked out with ten yuan in her hand and stopped a car.

"Uncle, send me to Happy District."

"There is no neighborhood nearby. Little friend, did you remember wrongly?"

"There is a Sunshine kindergarten across the gate of the neighborhood."

"There really isn't a place like this here."

Shen Lingyi was crying her heart out. "Where is my home? I can't find my home anymore..."