C41 He's Getting Engaged?

His face was burning with pain, but it was not even a thousandth of the pain in his heart.

If one wanted to live in this world, it was enough to not be strong in the face of suffering. What one had to endure was the knife that was inserted into one's heart through suffering. One had to endure it and remain fearless and expressionless. A man has to have a few knives in his heart.

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