C44 Damn it

He held onto the few wounds on his chest that had been stabbed, and slowly stood up. A pair of eyes filled with adoration and grief, he gazed at the dead Sima Yi, and slowly recounted a world of strange and shocking love.

I was originally a little fish spirit in the Redwater River. My name was Water Lotus and I could cultivate in peace. But twenty years ago he had met Sima Yi in this very river