C3 Refuse

"Uh, uh, uh..." Jiaang Xin was so kissed that she could not breathe. She opened her blurred eyes and looked at the man's long eyelashes. Her deep eyes seemed to be lost in it.

Jiaang Xin's consciousness became more and more blurry. After hearing this question, but she woke up a little. This charming tone, this low and deep voice... It was familiar. It made her feel fear and humiliation. It was as if she had returned to that night four years ago.

She began to struggle, refusing with a sobbing voice: "No, let me go, please let me go!"

The figure outside the room knew nothing about the situation in the room, and no one dared to interfere. They were already used to it.

When Jiaang Xin woke up, she felt a splitting headache and could not remember what happened last night. She only felt thirsty and thirsty to death.

She forced herself to open her eyes and saw the beautifully decorated roof, the scattered bottles of wine and the man beside her.

Her mind instantly went blank, and she even hoped that it was just a dream.

What happened four years ago once again happened to her, but this time, it was her fault. She shouldn't have drunk, shouldn't have stayed, and shouldn't have come to work here.

However, only here could they have enough money to maintain their mother and son's lives.

She looked at the man beside her. He had a firm face, thick and long eyelashes, and a tall nose bridge. Even though he was sleeping, his face was filled with impatience and coldness.

She closed her eyes and bit her lips tightly. She resisted the urge to pick up a bottle and smash him to death. However, she still had her son to take care of. Without her, her son would not be able to live.

Dispiritedly picking up the clothes on the ground, she quickly put them on. She did not want to stay here for a moment.

"Think about being my lover."

A lazy voice came from behind. Jiaang Xin's body stiffened and she bit her lips. Her mouth was filled with the smell of rust.

Zhang Teng looked at Jiaang Xin who had a hard back and was shocked by what he said.

Even though he had obtained a great satisfaction from her body, a prostitute was not enough to be his mistress.

He looked at Jiaang Xin with interest as she stood up. Her clenched fists trembled slightly but she left the room without looking back.

He stared at the closed door and narrowed his eyes. For no reason, he felt a little annoyed.

She actually refused. Heh, what a joke. He had never lost what he wanted.

"Hua Hua..."

Jiaang Xin stared at herself in the mirror. Her messy hair, pale face, lifeless eyes, and lips were all broken and swollen.

She bit her lower lip hard and felt the blood fill her mouth and flow into her stomach.

Before the tears flowed out, she soaked her face in the pool. The cold water eased the heat in her eyes, but it hurt her wound.

She wanted to leave this place, this place that she hated and was sad about. But when she thought of the lonely and weak back in the hospital, she told herself. It would be fine if she just had to bear with it for a while. She just had to bear with it for a bit longer. Once she had gathered enough surgery fees, she could take the child and leave the city. She would go to a place that no one knew and start anew.

"Jiaang Xin, hold on. Other than you, Tongtong has no other reliance. Just bear with it for a while. Just bear with it for a while more. Bear with it for a while more. Bear with it for a while more..."

Under the pale light, a woman in a sorry state stared at the shadow in the mirror and kept repeating. Perhaps only by doing so could she have enough courage to face the life that she was going to face.

Jiaang Xin tidied up her clothes and emotions and went to report to the supervisor with a calm face. She originally wanted to explain why she disappeared for the whole night, but the foreman patted her shoulder. He looked at her from head to toe and said with a mischievous smile, "I worked hard last night. Go back and have a good rest."

She opened her mouth and wanted to explain something, but what could she explain? It was a fact that she had not returned for the whole night. The supervisor probably already knew about what happened last night. As a waiter, she should have gone to pack up that room, but the foreman did not mention anything. It was probably that man who said something.

She could only silently nod her head, turn around and leave.

Behind her came the whispers of the foreman and others. She could not hear the details. But she could guess that it was some unpleasant words. She quickened her steps. She went to the changing room, quickly changed her clothes, and started to make her clothes. She left the Water Dream as if she was running away.

The early spring sun was warm on her body but Jiaang Xin did not feel any warmth.

She went home to take a shower and fiercely rubbed every part of her skin. She wanted to wash away the smell of the wine, the smell of that man, the smell of the Water Dream until there was a piercing pain on her skin. She stopped and squatted down. She washed her body with hot water. She cried bitterly.

The hospital was busy and people came and went. A little boy sat on the steps at the entrance of the resident department and attracted a lot of people's attention.

Occasionally, there would be people coming up to talk to him. The little boy would only hug his knees and sit there without saying a word. There was a calm expression on his face that did not belong to a child.

Suddenly, he stood up and stared at the bus station in the distance. A smile appeared on his face.

He wanted to run over, but just as he took two steps back, he obediently stood where he was and looked at the figure that was getting closer and closer.

Jiaang Xin held the thermal lunchbox and saw that small person from afar. She also saw his action of coming back and could not help but laugh.

She quickly walked over and squatted in front of the boy. She gently touched his face and his head. In a pampering tone, she said, "Tongtong, why are you standing outside again? Didn't I tell you to wait in the house?"

"Mom, I miss you so much." Tongtong reached out his hands and gently hugged Jiaang Xin's neck. His little head rubbed against it. His soft and sweet voice made people want to kiss him. "Mom, you worked hard today."

Jiaang Xin hugged her son's thin body and almost cried. She sniffed and blinked, forcing her tears back.

She kissed his cold face and held his hand as she walked to the ward. As she walked, she said, "Today, Mom brought you your favorite pork ribs. You must eat more."

"Yay!" Tongtong shouted happily, "Mom is the best!"

"Shh..." Jiaang Xin smiled gently. "You can't be so loud in the hospital."

Tongtong stuck out his tongue and smiled embarrassedly. "Sorry, mom. I was too excited to see you."

Jiaang Xin almost couldn't help but cry when she heard her son's words. In order to raise the surgery fees, she spent most of her time working. The time she could accompany Tongtong was very little.

Even though it was a high-paying job now, she could not sleep with him at night. Tongtong never cried. He was so obedient that it made people's hearts ache.

Along the way, they chatted and laughed as they arrived at the ward. Jiaang Xin greeted the sister-in-law next door and carried Tongtong to the bed. She scooped out a small bowl of soup and fed him bit by bit.

Tongtong narrowed his eyes and had a satisfied look on his face.

After eating, Jiaang Xin tidied up the bowls and chopsticks while Tongtong sat outside the window. He kept talking about interesting things in the hospital, like how the nurse gave him sugar. The nurse had come to see him several times a day. The head nurse pulled the nurse away and waited. He seemed to live a colorful life every day.

The sister-in-law next door sighed slightly. She pitied Tongtong and Jiaang Xin. Only she knew that Tongtong would always stare out the window at night in a daze. Only she knew that Tongtong, who was sunny and cheerful, would secretly cry at night.

She really hoped that the heavens could open their eyes and let the mother and son stop suffering.

Thinking like this, sister-in-law took the opportunity to leave, leaving Jiaang Xin and her son alone.

After sister-in-law left, Tongtong did not say anything. He pulled Jiaang Xin's clothes and said pitifully, "Mommy, can you hug me?"

The soft and mellow child's voice sounded a little probing, which made Jiaang Xin's heart ache. She gently hugged Tongtong and stroked his back. She gently said, "Of course you can. When Tongtong wants Mommy to hug, you can do it. Tongtong is Mommy's little darling. He will always be Mommy's little darling."

"Yes." Tongtong's face was buried in Jiaang Xin's chest. His two little hands tightly grabbed the sides of his clothes. He greedily sucked in the smell of his mother's body.

He knew that his mother would leave after a while. It was already very hard for his mother to go to work. He could not be too capricious.

Time quietly flowed and the ward was very quiet. Jiaang Xin softly hummed a child's song and Tongtong snuggled in her arms as if he was sleeping.

This scene was quiet and beautiful, making people unable to bear to break it.

The attending physician had been standing at the door for a while. He hesitated for a moment, but still decided to come back later. When he turned around, he was shocked by the person in front of him.

"Ah! When did you come?" The attending physician patted his chest. Fortunately, it was daytime. Otherwise, he would have been scared to death.

The young nurse stuck out her tongue and mischievously squeezed her eyes. "What are you doing here? Why aren't you going in?"

Hearing the young nurse say this, the attending physician hurriedly went to cover the young nurse's mouth, but it was already too late.

Jiaang Xin opened the door and smiled as she looked at the attending physician and politely asked, "Is it a routine examination? Please come in."

The attending physician gave the young nurse a look. The young nurse replied with a look that she understood. She smiled at Jiaang Xin and entered the room. She said to Tongtong, "It smells so good. What did Tongtong eat?"

Tongtong's soft and mellow voice came over, "The rib soup made by mother. It's very delicious."

Jiaang Xin closed the door and looked at the attending physician. She took a deep breath and maintained her smile as she said, "What business do you have with me?"