C45 Xia Sheng's Apology(2)

The calm and emotionless tone of voice shows that the relationship between the two is worse than that of strangers.

"Sorry, Jiaang Xin. I admit that I used you as my sister's substitute from the beginning. Because, after so many years, you were the only one who fed me water after I got drunk. Cover me with a blanket and not try to climb into my bed. You want to have a relationship with me. "

Jiaang Xin's tone softened when she heard the pain in Xia Sheng's tone. "Alright, I'll listen to you. Let go of your hands first." After she finished speaking, she sat down on the sofa.

Xia Sheng looked gratefully at Jiaang Xin. He let go of his hands, clenched his fists, and placed them on his legs. His entire body was covered in a gloomy atmosphere.

"My sister left when I was very young." He looked at his hands and slowly fell into his memory. "She's not much older than me, but she always looks like a big sister. Take care of me, protect me. When I'm afraid that I won't be able to sleep at night, she's the one accompanying me. When I was being bullied and crying nonstop, it was her who comforted me."

Jiaang Xin couldn't help but want to ask, What about your mother? But when she saw the nostalgic look on Xia Sheng's face, she still did not ask. Right now, he only wanted a listener.

"I originally thought that she would always be with me." Xia Sheng's voice became painful, and his eyes were filled with despair. “ Until she fell in front of me, and large amounts of blood dyed her white dress red. Her once bright and watery eyes looked at me... Then, bit by bit, she lost her spirit, and I could feel her vitality slipping away. But I can't help. I can't do anything. I can only watch helplessly as she leaves me."

Xia Sheng grabbed his hair with both hands and buried his face deep into his legs. His body trembled slightly.

Even though he had become a young man, even though he went to military school to train, when he thought of the scene many years ago, his heart still couldn't help but tremble.

Jiaang Xin saw how painful he was and wanted to comfort him, but she did not know how to say it. Only after experiencing some things would one know that no matter how emotional the comfort was, it was always so bland and tasteless.

His words were too pale. Right now, he needed a hug to tell him that he was not alone.

However, this hug shouldn't have been given to her.

So, she could only hold his hand and send him some warmth.

Feeling the coldness in Xia Sheng's hand, she doted on this flamboyant child. Even though they were the same age, he seemed to have returned to that helpless moment a few years ago. At that time, he was still a child.

"We are friends." Jiaang Xin thought about it and said, "But we are only friends. Sorry, I am not your elder sister. I cannot give you what you want."

Xia Sheng raised his head and his eyes were still confused. He stared at Jiaang Xin's calm expression for a while and his smile was cold. "Yes, she is already dead. You also think that I should look forward, right?"

"It's good to keep her in your heart." Jiaang Xin stared into his sad eyes. "You must live on her behalf and live a more wonderful life. She loves you. Then, bring her share and live a happier life."

Looking at Jiaang Xin's serious expression, Xia Sheng felt that the cold wind that had been wrapping around him slowly dissipated.

He had thought about it more than once. Why wasn't he the one who died? He could never forget the look in his sister's eyes before she died. It was as if she was blaming him for why she died and why he survived.

Until he saw Jiaang Xin, he felt that his chance to atone for his crimes had come.

But she was not his sister.

Zhang Teng had also warned him more than once, telling him to get out of his fantasy as soon as possible. Otherwise, he would harm others and himself. He didn't listen to him. He only knew that his sister had returned. The only one who would take care of him without repaying him was his sister. This time, he wouldn't let go.

However, when Jiaang Xin faced him, questioned him, and saw the sadness and disappointment on her face, he felt that he was wrong, wrong to the extreme.

"Xia Sheng." Jiaang Xin's gentle voice calmed his heart. "Don't be afraid."

At this moment, he wanted to cry.

He wanted her to hug him. He wanted to lean against her and cry. He wanted to tell her about the grievances and pain he had suffered over the past ten years.

However, the door of the private room was kicked open with a bang.

Jiaang Xin turned her head in shock and saw a man wearing gold-rimmed glasses walking in front. Behind him were two strong men who walked towards her with unfriendly expressions.

She stood up and protected Xia Sheng behind her. She politely asked, "Hello, did you go to the wrong room? This room is currently in use."

"Jiaang Xin, is it?" The man in the lead sized Jiaang Xin up and down, his eyes full of ridicule and disdain. "I am Young Master Qi's secretary. I am here to answer."

Jiaang Xin pursed her lips. This Qi Chengfeng was really persistent. She had just started work and he had already come to pester her. She did not want to bring trouble to Xia Sheng. She stabilized her emotions and calmly said, "Can we go out and talk?"

"Hmph, hurry up."

Jiaang Xin patted Xia Sheng's head like she was comforting a child, "Stay here obediently. I will be back soon."

Seeing Jiaang Xin's actions, the bespectacled man became even more disdainful. She was really a fox, seducing men everywhere. He really did not know what Young Master Qi liked about this woman.

"You're not allowed to leave."

Jiaang Xin was pulled behind Xia Sheng. Looking at his back, she felt even more uneasy.

"Who asked you to enter my private room? Get lost."